Hi all,
Thanks for the support deborah44 and teresa,
Today is the 13 th day, luckily I had to work nightshift tonite as I was hanging for a drink, today has been the hardest to cope with so far, I am lucky I have a lot of support around me, I havent been to a meeting (AA) yet as I work shift work and are in bed usally at 6.30pm when im on days as I get up at 2.30am and the meetings here or in my area dont start till 7.30pm, but im going to try to find somewhere in the daytime, when im on nite shift,
Why is it getting harder?? I thought that it would be a bit easier to handle after like 12 days or so, ive done it before but obviuosly forgot how dam hard it is to stay off the drink.
Its like i am 2 people at the moment one saying NO the other saying one wont hurt !
But im off to bed shortly and tommorrow is going to be another day,
Helps writing this on here sorry to ramble on, Take care
Ginge
Congrats on 13 days!
It takes a while to get used to and adjust to. It's not easy. I once thought sobriety would solve most of my problems. It didn't. But it is a much better way of life.
It takes a while to get used to and adjust to. It's not easy. I once thought sobriety would solve most of my problems. It didn't. But it is a much better way of life.
Well done ginge Deborah xxx take care
