Well guys, this is day two. So far I'm doing ok. When I start to feel bad is when my BP goes up (have high BP anyhow). I took another blood pressure pill and it brought the heart rate and bp down which made me feel alot better. It's actually not too bad this go around. I don't feel that great but that doesn't surprise me. Took a day and half off to feel a little better. Back to work now...
Way to go! Keep me posted. I look forward to knowing that other people can handle this. It is an inspiration to me.
Tim
Tim
Hey, good job Austin. Keep up the good work! Nice to hear from you : )
Lou
Lou
Thanks guys! I can't tell you how bad I'd love to get my hands on more pills. You guys know how it is. It's hard not to think about "gee...if i had some pills I'd sure feel better." I just gotta keep it up. The only problem is I know I could get more if I wanted them. That's the hard part.
austin,
it helps alot if you can burn those bridges to being able to get some more pills. knowing you dont have any resources helps take some of those thoughts away. its just a thought. i know its not easy. but neither is recovery. way to go on your clean time : ) plus the more time that goes by the less those cravings are. if you can just stay busy while they come on it helps too. go outside get fresh air. even posting is a great way to help get them out. keep up the great work
terrianne
it helps alot if you can burn those bridges to being able to get some more pills. knowing you dont have any resources helps take some of those thoughts away. its just a thought. i know its not easy. but neither is recovery. way to go on your clean time : ) plus the more time that goes by the less those cravings are. if you can just stay busy while they come on it helps too. go outside get fresh air. even posting is a great way to help get them out. keep up the great work
terrianne
