Hey all, Well, you know what I usually say, 46 days on sub, 47 no percs. Feeling better and healthier each day. Eating good, taking vitamins, supplements , including b12, some excercise,, and getting proper rest.
Yep, I got thrown off my routine the last week with the death of my friend. I was telling John. Its weird for me, this girl was just a close friend that I would call to just see what was going on in town what everyone was up to you know, just a good friend. I was thinking tonight when I came home of something and I thought I know I 'll call Lisa, then it hit me,,, She is not here know more...
I guess it will get better, I never had someone that close to me die so suddenly. I mean I have had familly members die , but they were usually old and kinda expected. And I have had a lot of people I know die, but not this close to me.. I did not know I cared about her this much, I really didn't. But, I have to carry on, my routine like I said, got messed up, I messed up on a couple doses of sub. and missed some meals and sleep. But, Iam slowly getting back on track. It helps having this site hear to remind me of what Iam doing... Iam trying to stay clean and sober... I went to a meeting last night, and I swear I started talking about her death, which everyone in town nows about, I almost started crying and I hardly ever cry...YOu would have to know the whole story to understand it all which is long. Any way Iam just trying to get squared away again. I ate good today and took my sub right and took my vitamins and feel lots better....Thanks for being here and letting me share my thoughts even though Iam rambling....dang its storming here, tornado season, better check the weather channel, can hear it hailing outside... gotta go. See ya'll
T-
Way to go....I am glad you keep us posted on your progress....
I wish I could take the hurt away; death is so sad sometimes.
It is a process to get over it, so just feel the feelings that come, and eventually acceptance will come...
Keep up the good work...
Kerry
I wish I could take the hurt away; death is so sad sometimes.
It is a process to get over it, so just feel the feelings that come, and eventually acceptance will come...
Keep up the good work...
Kerry
Sam,
Its going to take time to mourn her. I still miss my mom every day, and its been 2 years since she died.
It will get better, in time, just like your recovery is and will continue to be.
Keep posting, I may not always reply back, but I always look for your progress. You are doing great.
All the best
Redd
Its going to take time to mourn her. I still miss my mom every day, and its been 2 years since she died.
It will get better, in time, just like your recovery is and will continue to be.
Keep posting, I may not always reply back, but I always look for your progress. You are doing great.
All the best
Redd
