Guys!!!! Today is my 5 day clean!!!!! which I never thuogth I will reach !!!!!!
Thanks to all of you.!!!!!!!!!
I am going to study now harder than before, you all know what, I have read a complete chapter and get it easyer than before, this day no that craving, no bad feelings, just remembering when I get that bad craving, which is the one that kills me,I started to read the notes that I sent, and I don't want to be back to that bad feeling,
figth it, figth evry day and it will be better.,
My recomendation is remember when you start to use your drug, you did not get the same dose that you are taking now ,well, your doses were less, rigth, wel slowly if you are not stronge, but you want to quit, reduce one dose, any time just not come back to the old dose, do not reduce your dose fast if you are weak( no ofence), can be one dose every other day or every day you test your self, but never back to the same dose, you will be feeling the good sensation every day, until you get to initial dose imagine one dose a day, then 50% of that dose then 25% untyl 10% every day, and it will not be bad, just try it , if you fail, don't worry try againd , ask for reenforce in this forum, they are very good people her that help a lot, and they all of you not have ideal how good are your reenforcement.
Try guys, just try.
I am leaving a very good days only 5 clean but they are very good , I am still worry, but the craving are less, evry day, I know that I am will be test by any complication in life , but life is that a prove.
What else can I said guys. Thank you , but really.
I come back to work from my vacation, and I felt body and mind very sharp, I did not know what stronge I was until I let the drugs, I see more clear, I felt any thing that is happening , in my work every people tell me today that I was looking good, and they don't even know what I was passing by,wel I think. but know I am not scare to see my boss and let him know when he is wronge, with my scare of be test for random drug test.
One day at the time .
Congratulations to you!!!! Keep up the good work - youre doing great!!!
Keep posting and let us know how its going. Best wishes on your road to recovery!!!
Love,
Marie
Keep posting and let us know how its going. Best wishes on your road to recovery!!!
Love,
Marie
Congratulations! Keep it up. At my first NA meeting, a man told me that the longer you are in recovery, you will find a new love for life, and everything in it.
-britney
-britney
I feel great too. No more cravings, but it is 3:48 am morning; can't sleep. So I'll just catch up on work.
Way to go, Phyllis...
And each craving you ride out gets easier. Just watch your triggers and slippery places...
Five days is huge...
Kerry
And each craving you ride out gets easier. Just watch your triggers and slippery places...
Five days is huge...
Kerry
Good for you, IV. You sound stronger every day. M.
Thanks you all guys for your support.
Let see you later, today start my 6 day CLEAN!!! OHOHOHOHOH.
Hard to believe.
I am living a dream.
Let see you later, today start my 6 day CLEAN!!! OHOHOHOHOH.
Hard to believe.
I am living a dream.
Hey
Good on you! Its not easy,I know,but stick it out because you are really worth it.
I'm also on day 6 of being clean. To those who know me - "yes I relapsed AGAIN" But I am back on the hard slog at being clean. Recovery isn't easy, but nothing good in life is ever easy hey :-)
So try stick it out. I've relapsed many times in the past few years, but each time I learn something and now I appreciate being clean more than I ever have. Not having a clogged brain all day and not really knowing what I are doing at work is terrible, but now I can at least think clearly and I can make choices properly because I can actually think about them properly. It is really worth it:-)
Have a fabulous day,
angie
Good on you! Its not easy,I know,but stick it out because you are really worth it.
I'm also on day 6 of being clean. To those who know me - "yes I relapsed AGAIN" But I am back on the hard slog at being clean. Recovery isn't easy, but nothing good in life is ever easy hey :-)
So try stick it out. I've relapsed many times in the past few years, but each time I learn something and now I appreciate being clean more than I ever have. Not having a clogged brain all day and not really knowing what I are doing at work is terrible, but now I can at least think clearly and I can make choices properly because I can actually think about them properly. It is really worth it:-)
Have a fabulous day,
angie
Well IV, as each day passes you sound better and better...keep up all your hard work......
Tina
Angie, sorry to hear you relapsed......
Tina
Angie, sorry to hear you relapsed......
What a day I have , I am been confronting my boss,positive comfrontation, about incidents that happen at work that i haven't noted before,I was not scare of anything,one only proble that i did have was sligthly depression inside, but I did block it, and did a great job.
How can i encourage to all of you guys, to try every day,to get off that medication slowly just do not never returnd to the old dose, I will every day to encourage all of you, because you all have helping me, in my recovery process.
Angie:
It is hard to get off,our addiction but remember the big step is,you already accepte that have a problem,it is not easy to accept that we have a problem, first step is done go to the secound one which is, get off the medication or better start reducing your dose slowly, do not be scare,probable what we all are scare is about that !@#$% withdrawn which is killing us, in my attempt to get off the med, what works was reducing the dose, what I mean figth the withdrawn not given it a chance to appear, how ( I really don't know if it work for all drugs, but did work for me) if you stop the drug sudenly you will have symptoms, but if you decrease your dose in your own steps will be easy, you can fail, I know that but started againd and write to this forum and ask for positive support every people here helps a lot, they don't have the idea how stronge are they opinion in here, they give you the chance to get a new life.
Angie try,try againd and if you fail try againd until you find you own way of feeling better.
Thanks you all.
How can i encourage to all of you guys, to try every day,to get off that medication slowly just do not never returnd to the old dose, I will every day to encourage all of you, because you all have helping me, in my recovery process.
Angie:
It is hard to get off,our addiction but remember the big step is,you already accepte that have a problem,it is not easy to accept that we have a problem, first step is done go to the secound one which is, get off the medication or better start reducing your dose slowly, do not be scare,probable what we all are scare is about that !@#$% withdrawn which is killing us, in my attempt to get off the med, what works was reducing the dose, what I mean figth the withdrawn not given it a chance to appear, how ( I really don't know if it work for all drugs, but did work for me) if you stop the drug sudenly you will have symptoms, but if you decrease your dose in your own steps will be easy, you can fail, I know that but started againd and write to this forum and ask for positive support every people here helps a lot, they don't have the idea how stronge are they opinion in here, they give you the chance to get a new life.
Angie try,try againd and if you fail try againd until you find you own way of feeling better.
Thanks you all.
Hey
Thanks for the helpful words. I'm on day 8 for the zillionth time! But its okay, I'm so grateful to be clean that I don't care if its one day or a million:-)
No, there's no "pink cloud", but thats okay, I don't need one.
On another note I had a really good day yesterday. It was a public holiday, so i spent the day in town with a friend finishing Christmas shopping, then the afternoon I spent putting up our Christmas tree with my mom, and I am so grateful to be able to have done those things, because I really enjoyed doing it. If I was still using, I would've ended up staying at home in my room and doing nothing that gave me real pleasure:-)
Just felt like sharing that...
Have a good day all.
Angie
Thanks for the helpful words. I'm on day 8 for the zillionth time! But its okay, I'm so grateful to be clean that I don't care if its one day or a million:-)
No, there's no "pink cloud", but thats okay, I don't need one.
On another note I had a really good day yesterday. It was a public holiday, so i spent the day in town with a friend finishing Christmas shopping, then the afternoon I spent putting up our Christmas tree with my mom, and I am so grateful to be able to have done those things, because I really enjoyed doing it. If I was still using, I would've ended up staying at home in my room and doing nothing that gave me real pleasure:-)
Just felt like sharing that...
Have a good day all.
Angie
AngieSa
That's great, I can tell you if god let me I will never do that drug againd,I don't know you but I am using my withdrawn as autodefense, when I want to use the drug i just remember that day when I was trying to be clean and it is helping my a lot, I don't want to feel that againd.
I feel my body and mind more conected, my skin , my strength,my vision,. every thing is different, the only thing that I regreted is haven't do it before.
THANK YOU ALL GUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That's great, I can tell you if god let me I will never do that drug againd,I don't know you but I am using my withdrawn as autodefense, when I want to use the drug i just remember that day when I was trying to be clean and it is helping my a lot, I don't want to feel that againd.
I feel my body and mind more conected, my skin , my strength,my vision,. every thing is different, the only thing that I regreted is haven't do it before.
THANK YOU ALL GUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
