I am sick and tired of this s***. I have plenty of Subutex but i still made a mission this afternoon. What the hell am i doing. Can someone give me some advice. 12 years of this has been too long! i am tired!
Well it be about 7 hours since ya posted.... I hope your doing well,,, but if I were to make a guess (with all due respect,my friend)- -I would guess that if you had a few bucks ,you went and took care of the feelings that come after the edginess . It a whole lot easier than sittin in an NA meeting for an hour , and still leaving sick- - I hope I'm wrong.
Advise?? - Most of the time when it gets to far into the "withdrawal" process,,no advise that you get will stop ya from getting something to make ya feel normal.**** At this point,it aint about gettin high anymore ,its about just feeling normal.
You know the advise your gonna get my friend- - -it is up to you of you want to listen to it-
I feel your pain though, it,s so friggin hard to want to stop the cycle and start doing the right thing.
To get busy living instead of dying (to paraphrase Bob Dylan)
I dont know how bad your habit is, or if you just got a chippie goin> but either way..realizing that you need to stop is BiG*- cause it only goes from bad to worse the longer your out there.
I myself am in a struggle these days after being "methadone clean" for many,many yrs -but this aint about me right now-
I can tell ya,your best chance if you dont have a monster habit is to sweat it out- surround yourself with positive people,,eat plenty of bananas ,drink warm tea, stay close to a bathroom, stay in a hot shower or tub,, and if you must,,,only if you must >10mgs of Valium will help the edginess
The most important thing is telling yourself that it will get better as time moves on. If you do go back out there ,then the day or 7 hours you stayed away was for naught..and you start all over again. If your like me, I always said Im gonna stop after I got high- -not to often when I was sick. So your ahead of the curve
Hang in there
respect,
jack
Advise?? - Most of the time when it gets to far into the "withdrawal" process,,no advise that you get will stop ya from getting something to make ya feel normal.**** At this point,it aint about gettin high anymore ,its about just feeling normal.
You know the advise your gonna get my friend- - -it is up to you of you want to listen to it-
I feel your pain though, it,s so friggin hard to want to stop the cycle and start doing the right thing.
To get busy living instead of dying (to paraphrase Bob Dylan)
I dont know how bad your habit is, or if you just got a chippie goin> but either way..realizing that you need to stop is BiG*- cause it only goes from bad to worse the longer your out there.
I myself am in a struggle these days after being "methadone clean" for many,many yrs -but this aint about me right now-
I can tell ya,your best chance if you dont have a monster habit is to sweat it out- surround yourself with positive people,,eat plenty of bananas ,drink warm tea, stay close to a bathroom, stay in a hot shower or tub,, and if you must,,,only if you must >10mgs of Valium will help the edginess
The most important thing is telling yourself that it will get better as time moves on. If you do go back out there ,then the day or 7 hours you stayed away was for naught..and you start all over again. If your like me, I always said Im gonna stop after I got high- -not to often when I was sick. So your ahead of the curve
Hang in there
respect,
jack
