OMG!!! I was just talking to a girlfriend and I mentioned that June 6th was going to be 9 months sober for me. She was kind enough to point out that 6/06/06 aka 666 was the sign of the devil. I never even think of stuff like that but I guess if there is a God there has to be a devil. I almost feel like I shouldn't even get out of bed that day. I know it is crazy but I just wanted to get my thoughts out instead of stewing in my head all day about it.
Paranoid Valarie
it's not 06, its 2006
Thank you Wonders Why. I knew it was ridiculous and I just needed to write it down and someone with some sanity would bring me back to reality. YOU ROCK!! Now I can put that behind me. You know that is one of the stages of withdrawl to obsess on stupid irrational things. Thank you for your concise and correct answer to my post. Have a peaceful sober day!
Awwwwww Valerie! thank YOU for reading it exactly in the light I wrote it *smile*. We can get obsessed on some of the goofiest stuff, can't we?
smiles!
smiles!
Hey Valarie, My friend pointed that out to me as well too funny!! I don't think you have anything to worry about, mind you, in high school my locker # was 666 and I ended up quitting! (went back though and got my grade 12)
Peace and love to ya!
lovedove
Peace and love to ya!
lovedove
It is a little freaky!!!
I once went to a tatoo shop to get the grim reper giving the bird tatood on my as* the tatooist failed to turn up thank god. that was my answer to being a catholic i also felt i was evil and 666 was tatooed on my soul thankfully recovery has removed that.
And now i would probably get 666 printed on a t shirt and writen behind my ear when i go to a school reunion. Just kidding but by hell LOL it would tickle my fancy because me and my old catholic school have some unfinished buisness that concerns a certain pervert of a priest. Don't worry it used to be a resentment on my behalf now i just want an acknowledgement on there behalf that people were hurt and some still hurt and others have died because of what went on.
Light and love Zac
And now i would probably get 666 printed on a t shirt and writen behind my ear when i go to a school reunion. Just kidding but by hell LOL it would tickle my fancy because me and my old catholic school have some unfinished buisness that concerns a certain pervert of a priest. Don't worry it used to be a resentment on my behalf now i just want an acknowledgement on there behalf that people were hurt and some still hurt and others have died because of what went on.
Light and love Zac
Zac, Your post cracked me up. Not about the Priest stuff cuz I feel your pain. Not a priest for me but abuse non the less. It's strange how many of us have had some sort of abuse when we were little huh? I never really thought anything of it until I started talking to someone and she made me realize that things that happen to us when we are children changes who we are as adults. I ran and ran and ran to booze and drugs to get away from it. Oh well I guess that is the story of every addict. Anyway your post made me LMAO!!!! Thanks for that. Have a great sober evening. I'm on the west coast.
Valarie
Valarie
