alright rob,hope alls good.well got over wk.4 no brown or benzos,but strangely enough feel a bit of a downer,i know we all get these moments,so il try not to dwell.lous in cyprus now hope shes good,bet she is mate.done a flutter on the match?go on 3rd time lucky.got a work type ps up tonite so gotta take it easy ,ish.talk later all the best ....davey
..Davey..
..i,ve read a lot of posts on different boards about when sumone gets to the monthly mark..they feel a bit down and sum talk of getting the urge to use..its all part of recovery having good as well as bad days..and when the bad days come along..we start to think of the only thing that will comfort us..thats the devil playing mind games with us.lol..thats the thing about heroin..even thou we don,t wanna use it..we do think of the comfor we would feel if we had a little bit of it..but then we will f*** up all our hard work it took us to get this far..but your doing well mate..wot i think of when i wanna use..is all the times i sat around sick waiting for my dealer..having no money to not even buy a pack of cigs and walkin past my mates who are goin out for the night and im skint..things like that mate..and then i start to feel a bit better about life and i start to feel more content with wot i,ve got rather than wot i ain,t got..weather we use or not we will have good days and bad days..so i,d rather have a bad day clean than a good day using..keep up with wot ya doin mate and you,ll feel ok in time..Robbie..
..i,ve read a lot of posts on different boards about when sumone gets to the monthly mark..they feel a bit down and sum talk of getting the urge to use..its all part of recovery having good as well as bad days..and when the bad days come along..we start to think of the only thing that will comfort us..thats the devil playing mind games with us.lol..thats the thing about heroin..even thou we don,t wanna use it..we do think of the comfor we would feel if we had a little bit of it..but then we will f*** up all our hard work it took us to get this far..but your doing well mate..wot i think of when i wanna use..is all the times i sat around sick waiting for my dealer..having no money to not even buy a pack of cigs and walkin past my mates who are goin out for the night and im skint..things like that mate..and then i start to feel a bit better about life and i start to feel more content with wot i,ve got rather than wot i ain,t got..weather we use or not we will have good days and bad days..so i,d rather have a bad day clean than a good day using..keep up with wot ya doin mate and you,ll feel ok in time..Robbie..
as ever mate,thanks for your words of wisdom&kindness.of course yer right good/bad thats life stoned or not.im good now stating week 5...all the very best rob,....davey
