today being the 1st day of the year got me thinking of ways to make sure i dont go into the new year making the same mistakes i have been makin for the last 8years, and they are thinking that taking heroin can take all the pain and worries away.so i looked up heroin chat rooms this morning for 1st time and this was were i have ended up and already i feel like its helped as reading what has helped others and what others have been thro really makes me see that admiting to people no matter who they are helps me be honest with myself. im not going to lie i know i wil be getting gear in the morning but im know that fron the advice davy has already given me i will be seeing my key worker and telling her the truth about what im taking along with my script.....the reason im wrinting about me is i think that if i write down what i think about me it might help in some1 to help me because for the sake of my 2 sons and my own sanity and health i need to be honest with everythin and every1 i in the future to make it better for everyone around me, also im writing about me because i feel that i have been intruding on peoples posts and i would rather not feel like a complete stranger.... so to any1 that reads this i want to say hi from me and thank you to the people that have already left post for me, Dee
Welcome, Dee. All we can really ever talk about with any conviction is our own experience, so get it all out there and keep coming back. You know, there's also a spot on this site to write a recovery diary which others can read, but not post to....just a thought.
About me: I am the mother of a heroin addict currently on suboxone and really trying on recovery for the first time in a while. I am working hard on my own recovery from my addiction to her problems and trying to separate my life from hers in positive and appropriate ways.
Peace and good luck ~ MomNMore
About me: I am the mother of a heroin addict currently on suboxone and really trying on recovery for the first time in a while. I am working hard on my own recovery from my addiction to her problems and trying to separate my life from hers in positive and appropriate ways.
Peace and good luck ~ MomNMore
Hey Dee, welcome to the site. I'm a recovering heroin addict so i know what you are going through. One way or another so does everyone else on here. Just keep on typing what it is that is in your head, get it out as doing that will help.
When i eventually put the effort in it did get easier, you can beat this Dee, really you can. Take care, Kev
When i eventually put the effort in it did get easier, you can beat this Dee, really you can. Take care, Kev
