I need to vent........I am so mad.......my daughter's ex-boyfriend calls here late last night for advice. Mind you this is a boy whom i let live in my house, treated like a son and when my daughter broke up wiht him, broke 700.00 worth of my windows.........always calling here crying now saying how he loves me like a mother, i'm the nicest person he has ever met and can i ever forgive him/ I do.......ok back to the story........calls saying one of his best freinds is at his place and shooting up in the bathroom, he is crying saying how worried he is about him, how he doesnt understand how all his freinds r so messed up, some of them recently robbing him etc.......well apparently he has been selling them oxy's for over a yr now. I tell him how dare u act concerned u r directly responsible for thier actions, ya didn't seem to mind when u were making money off of them..........robbing ya ?, of course......didnt I tell ya, they r going to be sick, they r addicts and dont give a s*** about you and or anything but not getting sick. so many young kids in my neighborhood doing heroin. the one boy down the street, 14 yrs old, seemed like just a yr ago was playing footbal in the street with his buddies, now hes high as a kite, begging for money at the wawa every day.........when i was younger all my friends and I did drugs, foolishly of course, but heroin, that was something all the old-heads who just got back from 'nam did......I could count on one hand the few ppl i know who did it, and they r all dead now. to the person who posted :will oxy's lead to heroin?" I say damn right, I see it every day in my neighborhood.......makes me so sad. had me up crying last night. y do so many think they can fight the devil ? damn y did I ? I just thank God every day that I found my way back. when my kids were younger i used to volunteer at thier school, came to know and love so many of these kids, makes me so heartsick to see them now, so lost.......to everyone on here fighting the battle to regain thier life......U can do it......fight for it like u have never fought before. Life does and will get better. It is one of the hardest things u may ever do in your life, but well worth it, I can't stress that enough. since I was blessed wht 60 days away to kick, i never feel I have much to offer here on this board concerning cold turkeying it at home. but there r so many good people here with good advice, take it......and pray, pray pray.....If u have no beliefs, find some higher power. Me ? I will thank God today as every day for my recovery and pray that all of you climb out of the abyss of hell that drugs take you .
MsTres
I understand too well.
I understand too well.
dont ,wanna sound to harsh ,but this guy has been knockin out oxys, to his [mates]for a while&hes the one crying,looking to u for help.wot really does he think yer gonna do for him,as for the bust up[broken windows,etc]whats the story yerself,does he deserve anything from u.im just amazed how someone can be a dealer then be crocodile tears when the s$$t hits the fan.....good luck ...davey
I really understand-
I have- - the normal people that I work with,coach little league with,and go thru life dealing with.
I have NA friends, which are great but I keep them in a different part of my life.
& I have the dope fiends at the mdone clinis,which I wouldnt consider friends ,but Ive know this group the longest and I do associate (little as possible) with them- and of course some are good people- this part of my life is a secret from the other 2 parts
Its a tuff juggleing act- Sometimes I feel a little scitzophrenic
peace,
jack
I have- - the normal people that I work with,coach little league with,and go thru life dealing with.
I have NA friends, which are great but I keep them in a different part of my life.
& I have the dope fiends at the mdone clinis,which I wouldnt consider friends ,but Ive know this group the longest and I do associate (little as possible) with them- and of course some are good people- this part of my life is a secret from the other 2 parts
Its a tuff juggleing act- Sometimes I feel a little scitzophrenic
peace,
jack
..Tres..
..i hear wot your saying aswell..seems like the normal kinda dealer..he dose.nt mind seeling his s*** and getting paid for it..but when things go wrong..he runs crying to you for help..and especially after wot he did to you and your daughter.
hes got no respect for yous either..as for you saying you ain,t got much to offer on here..don,t fool yourself tres..you,ve got loads of help and advice to offer..
you are an inspiration to others on here and your own experiences will help others who read your posts on here im sure.!!..times have changed so much when it comes to drug use..they are everywhere and kids of all ages are starting to indulge in using them..its a sign of the times and i think its only gonna get worse..take care tres..enjoy your weekend..Robbie..
..i hear wot your saying aswell..seems like the normal kinda dealer..he dose.nt mind seeling his s*** and getting paid for it..but when things go wrong..he runs crying to you for help..and especially after wot he did to you and your daughter.
hes got no respect for yous either..as for you saying you ain,t got much to offer on here..don,t fool yourself tres..you,ve got loads of help and advice to offer..
you are an inspiration to others on here and your own experiences will help others who read your posts on here im sure.!!..times have changed so much when it comes to drug use..they are everywhere and kids of all ages are starting to indulge in using them..its a sign of the times and i think its only gonna get worse..take care tres..enjoy your weekend..Robbie..
What actually are oxy's, and how can they be abused, is it in the states just, are is it every where.
Geoff
Geoff
alright geoff,the oxys are a strong opiate based painkiller.very big in the u.s as u can gather but they can be prescribed here.they come in 5mg,10,20,40,80mgs strengths,yhey can be sucked in the mouth,crushed&banged up or snorted.if banged up they have a similar high as smack gives.strangely enough my ma is on 2 5mgs a day so i have had some xperiance with them,once i took 6 of the 5mgs orally&didnt have to take my 70ml meth for the day,so just from that u can see why they are used&abused.hopefully this puts more light on them for u .all the best ....davey
Aw my sweetie........here we go again......for people that are newer here Ms. tres is my childhood friend.......I say FRIEND......I mean we'd lay on hot coals for eachother......back as kids, and today.......unfortunately we also became using buddies.........neither of us knew the other was using until one fatefull day waiting for the man in a freezing cold parking lot.....she had a car I did not, and we sort of hid from eachother......heroin here...well in our all Lilly White Middle Class neighborhood......of COURSE the man was LATE and we were forced to ask eachother......wach ya doin.........waitin on ------, and then I go me too.
This kid I saw with my own two eyes her feed, clothe, and more importantly take into her heart.......which isn't hard to believe from such a good person.....I think she failed to mention he is bonified NUTS.....I mean we're crazy and all, but this boy.......he's scarry crazy......I knew this call upset her, but not this bad.....she's an empath and feels for the world let alone the kids in her neighborhood..........yep, they're little kids........but this nut-nut he was making alot of loot apparently selling his Oxy's...........obviously not paying a red cent board to my friend.......note he isn't in the bathroom boosting.....and I find it real hard to believe he is that concerned.......this kid always got a motive behind him, and in my heart I think this is a manipul;ation so he can move back in my friends.
THE VERY DAY Ms. TRES GOT HOME FROM REHAB, A HOSPITAL AFTER TRYING TO KILL HERSELF, AND TESTS AND MEDS FOR HER HEART.....the very day she got home she had the courage, and gumption, and GUTs to start to clean up the chaos the kids created while she was away....also alot of it had come from us too......she had the guts though, and cleaned, and right on the floor I think it maybe was an 80mg Oxycontin, and she flushed it down the toilet........well it wasn'tours cause we couldn't afford a $10 bag of dope between us......let alone even a 20 Oxy, and at one time Ms. tres had an Oxy habit herself which for Geo another informative thing.....heroin kick is no treat.......Oxycontin kick I think and many agree is way, way, way worse......and like heroin your tolerance hits....only faster....so ya buy a $20. and next thing ya know you need an 80 which cost $40 on the street.
These kids some of them see it just as well it's pills........we ain't shooting up. Not smoking and not snorting....no big deal.......you do an 80 and before you know it you HAVE TO HAVE at least about $200 a day to not get sick.....my girl I will call her....she ain't needing this.
If I only knew Tres from this Board like oithers have said......baby you got more to offer than most of us......you share, educate, and embrace.
You gotta be joking me. You are well loved, and Joey is a knit wit whose own mother won't let him in the house. I keep tellin ya somebody with him around is going to wind up severely maimed or dead, and that minus any drug doing or selling or whatever. He's outta his mind, and you tried cause you want everyone to be good in this world. Noooooooooooooo, and TFB.......NO NO NO NO
He can't come back, and he can';t get in, and he should call ad amn cab to get his poor buddy to a detox real quick......with the fentanyl out in the dope one of those kids is going to end up dead..........frig Joey.......you worry about your children.....ya hear me???????????? Your own kids.
Block his number..........if ya don't have that feature than I know ya hear on the maschine who comes up............Nooooooooooooobody, even S or J is allowed to anser it, and Hay-Low didn't she get a restraining order I forget if she went through with it........anyway if she did and he gets in the house.....that null and void, and the second she gets him mad or inevitably we know she'll be mad first.............that piece of paer honey is null and void.....I called you twice.
I knew something was wroing......I know when you don't answer.
I know your heart bleeds for those young kids........bit in a way, babes I think you KNOW this is about YOU too...........yes it is.........how the heck can a person being clean for two years even.........live in a house with their own kids friends doing this shifty crap. Oh my, sweetie you've been so strong, and with this I just want to hug you......I'm sorry my girl.
Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, I am your friend and you know me, and I an NOT A JUNKIE....................come on now we got girls......ain't ever been even weed smokers...................your siblings, your Knees bee's and his girl..........lots of people.......I wish we could just go...I really do.......oh, three nights in a row cops all over our street, and the last night......guess what......crack lady whgo got all them people going in and out, and her bizarre behavior, and her kid locked out allllllllllll day long with nothing to eat.......anything happen to her................NOPE...........her brother OD'd in her house, and died..........even the little kid continued to play Freedom or tag like he's so used to cops, and ambulances.........hey, you know mw, and how I adore, and love kids, but guess what she's bringing danger to my child......my kid gotta walk past that every single day.
Talk guilt???????????????????? Somehow I think it's God punishing me for going down the way to cop, and just coming into people's neighborhoods and their kids having to see that..........like how dare I......I mean 99% of the people lived there profitted from it and even the granny's, but still somewhere locked behind one of those doors was a family with kids who couldn't even sit on their own step...........I swear now I earned what's going on on my very own street from three sides now...........I am sorry honey.........I will call you.
BTW yeah Davey ya got that exactly right.........Oxy's have been the big one here for like maybe ten years now..........the sad thing is the people who are dying of cancer and sick from the chemo.......painful, painful debilitating diseases.......it's hard now for them to get this drug......in fact at a local pharmacy they have big handwritten signs up EVERWHERE.........we no longer carry Oxycontin..............there is no Oxycontin here.......which I am sure is because you jones that stuff more than heroin, and without a doubt you get that crazed needing it..............like us with heroin.......you'd go in, and rob the place.
*******Note we would not rob a dealer. Hella NO. We even looked like we would we'd be shot dead right there********* But hard working people who stand on the feet all day long in a drugstore get a gun to their head because somebody needs their Oxy's. I do have compassion, care and empathy as I am an addict. I just hate to hear all this disturbing my friend. I gotta go beat this kid up. LOL
Oh no he's that crazy even I look at him in amazement.
This kid I saw with my own two eyes her feed, clothe, and more importantly take into her heart.......which isn't hard to believe from such a good person.....I think she failed to mention he is bonified NUTS.....I mean we're crazy and all, but this boy.......he's scarry crazy......I knew this call upset her, but not this bad.....she's an empath and feels for the world let alone the kids in her neighborhood..........yep, they're little kids........but this nut-nut he was making alot of loot apparently selling his Oxy's...........obviously not paying a red cent board to my friend.......note he isn't in the bathroom boosting.....and I find it real hard to believe he is that concerned.......this kid always got a motive behind him, and in my heart I think this is a manipul;ation so he can move back in my friends.
THE VERY DAY Ms. TRES GOT HOME FROM REHAB, A HOSPITAL AFTER TRYING TO KILL HERSELF, AND TESTS AND MEDS FOR HER HEART.....the very day she got home she had the courage, and gumption, and GUTs to start to clean up the chaos the kids created while she was away....also alot of it had come from us too......she had the guts though, and cleaned, and right on the floor I think it maybe was an 80mg Oxycontin, and she flushed it down the toilet........well it wasn'tours cause we couldn't afford a $10 bag of dope between us......let alone even a 20 Oxy, and at one time Ms. tres had an Oxy habit herself which for Geo another informative thing.....heroin kick is no treat.......Oxycontin kick I think and many agree is way, way, way worse......and like heroin your tolerance hits....only faster....so ya buy a $20. and next thing ya know you need an 80 which cost $40 on the street.
These kids some of them see it just as well it's pills........we ain't shooting up. Not smoking and not snorting....no big deal.......you do an 80 and before you know it you HAVE TO HAVE at least about $200 a day to not get sick.....my girl I will call her....she ain't needing this.
If I only knew Tres from this Board like oithers have said......baby you got more to offer than most of us......you share, educate, and embrace.
You gotta be joking me. You are well loved, and Joey is a knit wit whose own mother won't let him in the house. I keep tellin ya somebody with him around is going to wind up severely maimed or dead, and that minus any drug doing or selling or whatever. He's outta his mind, and you tried cause you want everyone to be good in this world. Noooooooooooooo, and TFB.......NO NO NO NO
He can't come back, and he can';t get in, and he should call ad amn cab to get his poor buddy to a detox real quick......with the fentanyl out in the dope one of those kids is going to end up dead..........frig Joey.......you worry about your children.....ya hear me???????????? Your own kids.
Block his number..........if ya don't have that feature than I know ya hear on the maschine who comes up............Nooooooooooooobody, even S or J is allowed to anser it, and Hay-Low didn't she get a restraining order I forget if she went through with it........anyway if she did and he gets in the house.....that null and void, and the second she gets him mad or inevitably we know she'll be mad first.............that piece of paer honey is null and void.....I called you twice.
I knew something was wroing......I know when you don't answer.
I know your heart bleeds for those young kids........bit in a way, babes I think you KNOW this is about YOU too...........yes it is.........how the heck can a person being clean for two years even.........live in a house with their own kids friends doing this shifty crap. Oh my, sweetie you've been so strong, and with this I just want to hug you......I'm sorry my girl.
Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, I am your friend and you know me, and I an NOT A JUNKIE....................come on now we got girls......ain't ever been even weed smokers...................your siblings, your Knees bee's and his girl..........lots of people.......I wish we could just go...I really do.......oh, three nights in a row cops all over our street, and the last night......guess what......crack lady whgo got all them people going in and out, and her bizarre behavior, and her kid locked out allllllllllll day long with nothing to eat.......anything happen to her................NOPE...........her brother OD'd in her house, and died..........even the little kid continued to play Freedom or tag like he's so used to cops, and ambulances.........hey, you know mw, and how I adore, and love kids, but guess what she's bringing danger to my child......my kid gotta walk past that every single day.
Talk guilt???????????????????? Somehow I think it's God punishing me for going down the way to cop, and just coming into people's neighborhoods and their kids having to see that..........like how dare I......I mean 99% of the people lived there profitted from it and even the granny's, but still somewhere locked behind one of those doors was a family with kids who couldn't even sit on their own step...........I swear now I earned what's going on on my very own street from three sides now...........I am sorry honey.........I will call you.
BTW yeah Davey ya got that exactly right.........Oxy's have been the big one here for like maybe ten years now..........the sad thing is the people who are dying of cancer and sick from the chemo.......painful, painful debilitating diseases.......it's hard now for them to get this drug......in fact at a local pharmacy they have big handwritten signs up EVERWHERE.........we no longer carry Oxycontin..............there is no Oxycontin here.......which I am sure is because you jones that stuff more than heroin, and without a doubt you get that crazed needing it..............like us with heroin.......you'd go in, and rob the place.
*******Note we would not rob a dealer. Hella NO. We even looked like we would we'd be shot dead right there********* But hard working people who stand on the feet all day long in a drugstore get a gun to their head because somebody needs their Oxy's. I do have compassion, care and empathy as I am an addict. I just hate to hear all this disturbing my friend. I gotta go beat this kid up. LOL
Oh no he's that crazy even I look at him in amazement.
