I HAVE BEEN CLEAN FOR ABOUT 1YR 2 MON 3 DAYS. MY DAD TRY TO KILL HIM SELF IN JUNE WHICH HE WENT TO REHAB FOR HIS DRINKING. WHICH HE IS DOING GREAT NOT A DROP, MY SISTER MOVED AWAY, MY LOVE LIFE SUCKS, IM STILL FIXING THE MONEY MESS I MADE DUE TO DRUGS. I HAVENT FIG OUT WHO I AM I FEEL LIKE IM GOING DOWN HILL AGAIN. I CANT EVEN THINK STRAIGHT ANY MORE ALL MY THOUGHTS RUN TOGETHER I FEEL LIKE GOING BACK TO BED
brook, congrats on your clean time..that is major..
but unfortunately pills won't make the problems go away...they will only get worse if you take pills...
I am sorrry to hear about your pain..
just keep venting it out..
kerry
but unfortunately pills won't make the problems go away...they will only get worse if you take pills...
I am sorrry to hear about your pain..
just keep venting it out..
kerry
Brooke Welcome You seemed to have worked very hard to get yourself here.Please don't throw that all away.Its so hard to start over.My name is mollyjean or mj if I can help please let me know...mj
Brook,
Way to go on the clean time !! You should be very proud. It is not easy to get time, and to keep it. I am pretty new to being clean, but what I keep tryign to remember is that being clean does not mean life will be perfect. I thought that as long as I did not use, everything else I wanted I would get. Well so far I have not gotten to much of what I wanted, but as long as I am clean and not using--I stand a great chance of getting it.
Times might seem tough now for you, but taking a pill or a drink will not fix anything--keep your clean time, and stay in the moment--everything will work itself out.
I will be thinking of you---
Mike
Way to go on the clean time !! You should be very proud. It is not easy to get time, and to keep it. I am pretty new to being clean, but what I keep tryign to remember is that being clean does not mean life will be perfect. I thought that as long as I did not use, everything else I wanted I would get. Well so far I have not gotten to much of what I wanted, but as long as I am clean and not using--I stand a great chance of getting it.
Times might seem tough now for you, but taking a pill or a drink will not fix anything--keep your clean time, and stay in the moment--everything will work itself out.
I will be thinking of you---
Mike
I PLAYED SOFTBALL FOR THE FIRST TIME THIS SPRING,SUMMER,AND FALL I PLAYED 3-4 NIGHTS A WEEK . NOW ITS OVER!!! EVEN THOUGH I WAS ANY GOOD I KEEP MYSELF FROM GETTING DOWN. I FEEL LIKE I KEEP CHANGING MYSELF SO I WONT USE
Hi Brook;
Do you go to NA/AA meetings? You can vent there and get wonderful F2F advice and support. Another option is to consider seeing your doctor and/or a counselor to help you effectively deal with what's going on right now.
And congratulations on your clean time! That's awesome!
Jim
Do you go to NA/AA meetings? You can vent there and get wonderful F2F advice and support. Another option is to consider seeing your doctor and/or a counselor to help you effectively deal with what's going on right now.
And congratulations on your clean time! That's awesome!
Jim
Brooke Is there anything else you are interested in bowling etc.It is great to keep busy.What hobbys do you have..mj
I DONT GO TO MEETINGS IM VERY SHY SO I FEEL LIKE THE PERSON IN THE DARK CORNER WATCHING EVERYONE HAVE A GOOD TIME. I STARTED PLAYING SOFTBALL WITH A GIRLFRIEND OF MINE HER HUSBAND PLAYS 5-6 NIGHTS A WEEK AND THEY NEEDED AND EXTRA GIRL UNLESS I ALREADY KNOW YOU I DONT KNOW HOW TO TALK WITH OUT SOME KINDA DRUG I HAVENT FIG OUT HOW TO DO THAT SOBER MEET NEW PEOPLE THING!!!!!!!!!!!!
Brooke I am also very shy when it comes to meetings I have yet to go thats why this board is so important to me.Do you have any hobbies that can keep you busy?...mj
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