Bloody hell....my daughter gets up at the crack of dawn and now I get myself a puppy. Must admit its put a smile back on my face but bloody hell...screams all night. Or atleast till last night...4th night in and success...he is settling and I slept all night. Little one still up early but he watching her so I am back off to bed.
I am going to stay with his Mum this weekend..taking Kiala and puppy so he can be left to think things over while I get my well deserved break. Things arent good here with us. Things are over but he is still here. Deep down I do still want to be with him but not as an addict...I have had enough of hom gouging out, eyes in his head, the hyperness, trying to funny and smart when infact he is a pain in the rear end and I HATE it!!
I have tried talking to him but he dont wanna listen to the things which I have got to say cos he heard them all before so I am putting actions into words. Told him one day he will make someone very happy when and if he recovers and that he dererves someone special...a fresh start. Why be with someone whodont support you or make ya happy?? No point whatsoever....av done my bit and now its time for us to part. Whether he leaves or not is his choice...I wont see him homeless but I will however NOT SLEEP with him, cook for him or clean his clothes. He dont work so he can do it for himself.
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Morning Lynds, sorry to hear that. In a way maybe it's a good thing, he obviously loves you so maybe it'll give him and incentive( if that is the right word). You can only take so much, eh? You have put up with it for, well, i don't how long. Hope fully that person he makes happy one day is you n the wee lass.
Puppy driving you mad? What kind is it? Take it easy, Kev
Puppy driving you mad? What kind is it? Take it easy, Kev
Hey Kev,
We got a chocolate Lab...he is soooo cute. 6 weeks old and he is tiny. Cant remember how to post pictures on here and the website you put pics on..well I got the address but forgot to save my loggin details...lol. Can email ya one but ya probs not interested in the pup anyway...lol.
To be honest I aint to bothered if he makes me happy again cos he could never make up for lost time or make it up to me for what we have been through. It kind of made us stronger for a while going through so much together and he has had it tough from me in the past but it comes to a stage when enough is enough.
He been using since Feb...when my daughter had just turned 1. I just feel like he has missed out on so much cos I dont feel like he is the real him...its strange cos although he has been here it dont feel like it. You know what I am saying??
Lynds xx
oh by the way did you see who we got beat by on Monday??? Flippin Derby!!! OMG LOL LOL LOL the shame
We got a chocolate Lab...he is soooo cute. 6 weeks old and he is tiny. Cant remember how to post pictures on here and the website you put pics on..well I got the address but forgot to save my loggin details...lol. Can email ya one but ya probs not interested in the pup anyway...lol.
To be honest I aint to bothered if he makes me happy again cos he could never make up for lost time or make it up to me for what we have been through. It kind of made us stronger for a while going through so much together and he has had it tough from me in the past but it comes to a stage when enough is enough.
He been using since Feb...when my daughter had just turned 1. I just feel like he has missed out on so much cos I dont feel like he is the real him...its strange cos although he has been here it dont feel like it. You know what I am saying??
Lynds xx
oh by the way did you see who we got beat by on Monday??? Flippin Derby!!! OMG LOL LOL LOL the shame
Evening Lynds, Only you know deep down if you've had enough... i've no' got any Riki lake in me so i'll not try n give you relationship advice...that would be a laugh!!!
Look, when we say we're going to do it this time we MEAN it...everytime i done a rattle i was always promising people" yeah, i'm off it blah blah blah" but always went back. I do believe Kevin does mean it, but, well, he's an addict...
Think of you and the wee lass, that is what comes forst...Peace n sending some P vibes, Kev
Look, when we say we're going to do it this time we MEAN it...everytime i done a rattle i was always promising people" yeah, i'm off it blah blah blah" but always went back. I do believe Kevin does mean it, but, well, he's an addict...
Think of you and the wee lass, that is what comes forst...Peace n sending some P vibes, Kev
EYE-CURUMBA!
Puppies are tougher than kids. LOL Lynds ya wacky chicklett. LOL You crack me up. Ya got a smile on though, honey. That counts.
Take care of you too, Lynds, O.K.? Please.
Puppies are tougher than kids. LOL Lynds ya wacky chicklett. LOL You crack me up. Ya got a smile on though, honey. That counts.
Take care of you too, Lynds, O.K.? Please.
