And Where Is Sharonn?

Girl I want to hear from you. You may still have my phone # - call if you do. Would love to hear your voice.
Maybe what helped my pain will help yours.

becky_link2001@yahoo.com

Love,
Becky
Hey Sharonn:

I've read some of your posts.

Email me and let me know how you are.
becky_link2001@yahoo.com

Love ya!
Becky
Becky are you talking about my lash Sharon???
If so I may be able to help ok?
MJ
Hey MJ:

Yes. We talked last year on phone and got close. She is so sweet and beautiful . She has terrible chronic pain.

Sharonn: if you're reading posts - email me - becky_link2001@yahoo.com

I want to know if you are better.

Love, Becky
I am right here...I am so glad to see you doing so well...I can't believe you did this in 5 days...it has been a very difficult year for me....checked into detox and ended up with a seizure....went to a sub dr. and got sick so quite honestly I gave up after that. Besides the Lupus, I have neuropathy problems with my legs and another 2 disk herniations above the rods in my back....so I am beginning to climb out of the pit of depression that started after the failed suboxone attempt. I truly believe if I was inpatient or to a Dr. who properly inducted me I would be ok. May I ask you about the xanax? Are you still on it? You are not supposed to take sub with it, that's why I asked. So glad you are ok...I must apologize to Dottie now that she's back....she must think I was ignoring her cards. Lost her address and telephone #....so if you are reading my wench...I am so sorry. Glad to see you back. I am ready to climb out of my pity pot so that is why I posted tonite. Been isolating and hiding out feeling sorry for myself. I did miss everyone and hope my previous negativity is forgiven...I seemed to have failed at every attempt to get clean....One good thing that has come out of all this is acceptance. I am more or less disabled right now and surgery is not an option, so I have a choice...I am going to make the best of what I DO have and leave the rest behind. God knows, I beat myself up for so long and ended up leaving the board because it reminded me of what a failure I was. God bless you...stay well. Love, Sharonn
Sharonn,

I'm so glad you posted. I have been wondering how you are doing. Although I don't suffer from chronic pain, I have suffered terribly from depression. I know how hard it is to climb up out of that. It's not something that happens overnight but if you work at it you can do it. My depression was helped with celexa. I also have been pushing myself to be more active and more alive. Some days are better then others and the good out number the bad. I will be praying for you.

Shelly
Dear Sharonn:


I am so sorry for the time you have had. It made my heart hurt to hear that you have had it so rough.
I had a rough year but it's getting better and with the divorce going as planned - I know what I'll be doing - you know me, I want to know what I'm to do at noon tomorrow. I am a planner. The Lortabs threw a lot of that planning out the window.
I'm now journaling for the 1st time since I tried to act like a t'ager and wrote in a diary. I'm not surgar-coating this one - I was always afraid my Mother would find it and I know she would have read it - haha

Dr detoxed me at home from the Xanax with Valium and Depokote last year before Christmas, I was starting to run out of Xanax every month. I was so depressed, they never made me high, just wanted to sleep day and night and told him that. The Valium I could u'stand, I still don't get it about the Depokote but afterwards I guess I did - I was to take it at night and it really made me sleep well. That took a month with tapering the Valium.

You know I'm terrified of seizures after having that one in Vegas but it worked.
Also, what I am now taking for Fibro pain works magic for me - it's Neurontin - Dr said it was a seizure med but in lower doses, it helps pain. So, I guess I feel a little safer having "some" seizure meds in me.

Call me or email me - I have free long distance so call me and I'll call you right back.

We need to catch up.

Love you girl.
Take care.
Becky
becky_link2001@yahoo.com

sharonn!!!!
i have thought about you, and wondered why you left the board, YOU ARE NOT A FAILURE!
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thought you could use a kiss!
look at what you have been through girlie!, dont ever give up on yourself, you are a precious child of God.
do you think you would consider giving the sub another try? i posted to you when you got sick from the sub and told you how sick i got from the sub too, but i didnt have a seizure and for that i would be afraid to try it again too, i understand, just thought that maybe you could be watched with great caution this time, because i have a year clean and you could have one too! that is if the dototrs could monitor you so closely.
i miss dottie too, if your lurking dottie, hi! come back when you get a puter! love jewels p. s. i had found sharonn that the repeated use of pills depressed me and made me think negative, especially about me. i will pray for you sweetie!