Hello All,
Okay where to start well lets seee im 19 years old i was born in oceanside california i grew up with a single parent and living with my grandparent with my mother having 2 other sibling me being the middle chilc my dad out of the picture been in jail most of my life because the use of meth. When i was the age of 14 i started to use pot because my friends were and i thought it made me feel good til about 15 our 16 i switch to drinking for a whole summer 5th of vodka and OJ then went to coke and shrooms doing about ounch a week our more it wasnt doing anything then someone introduce me to meth and i thought it was great went on binge for about a year then got caught up with the sytem and spent a month in juvinile hall when i got out i was on probation and had outpaitent rehab for 6 months i graduated from that and then went out for 6 more months then finnaly stoppedbecause i had nothing by that time so i decided to move back home and that helped i wasnt useing everyday but was still useing i got a great job then few months later got my first car with my money saved up i thought i was the s*** then 5 months later i moved on to a truck and still useing My problem nowadays is I feel lonely,Depressed at times,Useless,No good, I am asking i need help these things keep bringing me down and im in self destruck mode and for me in this position i know its not good but then what must i do I wanna go to detox for a couple weeks but i got payment on my truck Credit card bills rent and etc what should i do
Hi, I say go for the detox if that's what you're feeling you need. The bills can wait. Call and explain you're ill and if you can skip a month or pay half..they'll usually work with you. You've come so far and I can tell you want it...do what you know you need to do..and we'll all be cheering for you.
Day by day - put your faith in God - just don't use. It will destroy your life. You will hurt so many people in your life.
Think about having a child of your own someday only to leave him the way your dad left you. . . . Then how bad would you feel?
Keep straight work hard - do what you need to do to win this battle.
Think about having a child of your own someday only to leave him the way your dad left you. . . . Then how bad would you feel?
Keep straight work hard - do what you need to do to win this battle.
Hope you made it through last night skillsit....
I got busy finishing a job for a repo company, sorry if i didn't see you post later on....
I got busy finishing a job for a repo company, sorry if i didn't see you post later on....
