Hey everyone! I'm 10 days clean. But I have a question? Some of you know I had a cyst taken out of my hinny right cheek. Well the stitches came out I was on day 7 and didn't want to go to the Dr. for my follow up in fear of asking for more pain meds, I figured I'd take them out myself. Well I did take them out on Sat morn. and my whole sore came wide open..hubby could stick his thumb in it. I went to the ER cause I was out of state and they gave me tramadol. I read the ingredients and saw that it didn't have codiene in it so I took them. It was really hard to be honest becasue I heard they were addicting and I was afraid of terading one for the other or taking too many to get high or anything. I'm having a hard time with the mental part still. But I took about 8 total as prescribed then I didn't take anymore. Well I started having W/D symtoms again! I read online that somehow they can bring back opiop like W/D symptoms. I may have misunderstood I'm not sure. But does anyone have any answers.
With Love
Also I may be real sensitive right now and don't know what I expected but I posted a couple of days ago 8 days clean and did get but two responses back. I didn't expect anyone to do cartwheels or anything but I feel like i have made many friends here and was hoping to hear from them and continue to have and also give support. I know this is no way over but I guess my feelings are hurt. Silly huh?
Sarah
Sarah,Im sorry sweety if I was one of the one who didnt congratulate you.Your right 8 days is something to be happy about.If I didnt say that then I am now along with Im sorry.
Now about the tramadol.I was hooked on that for 3 long years.I guess it has I have heard..synthatic(sp)opiates in it (whatever that means) I know for me I was very highly addicted.I know the couple times I tried to go CT the physical pain was too much for me to deal with.But I was also taking close to 20 per day.So that makes a big difference.I hope this answered you & once again Im sorry if I didnt post to you that day.MJ
Now about the tramadol.I was hooked on that for 3 long years.I guess it has I have heard..synthatic(sp)opiates in it (whatever that means) I know for me I was very highly addicted.I know the couple times I tried to go CT the physical pain was too much for me to deal with.But I was also taking close to 20 per day.So that makes a big difference.I hope this answered you & once again Im sorry if I didnt post to you that day.MJ
Hey MJ! Good to hear from you! Thank You for the congrats. You don't have to apologize sweetie I guess I just missed everyone and was ust to friendship along with advice and things and I know I'm sensitive right now too. I'm really excited about being clean now I guess I just wanted to let everyone know and let them know that thier and your advice really helped and I'm still truckin. It's just good to know you guys are still there!
With Love
Sarah
With Love
Sarah
Well I want to invite you on in the mornings if you can.Thats when alot of people are on.Sometime its just to shoot the breeze but in its own way therapy like...at least for me.Hope you keep it up.You have alot to be proud of////mj
