I used today 10 vic it was so hard and foolish i owe of you a apolage and today startsday 1 im ashamed sorry to all of you, BRENT
Hey Brent, all is well. You owe none of us an apology. Most if not all of us have done the same thing. Now, get your butt back in the saddle and ride on.
Hey Brent,
Don't apologize to any of us. It is yourself you let down. You know what you have to do. What was today going to be? 1 week? Anyway don't allow it to rent to much space in your head just start over. Don't have pain medication anywhere near you and you won't feel the need to use it. Tell your friends and family you are a recovering addict and not to give you any. That is if you getting them off the streets.
Find a meeting in your area or have you thought of some out-patient treatment, rehab anything like that? I have never been to a meeting nor have I gone to couseling for my addiction but some people need it. Hell I probably need it but just haven't done it. I have 9 months clean and it hasn't always been easy.. I can't be around pain pills because if I am I will no doubt take them. So I make sure they aren't easy for me to get and I cut off doctor's etc!
So you took 10 pills? Or a vicodin 10mg pill? It really doesn't matter the most inportant thing is you get back up and you try again. That is all you can do. It has happened to the best of us in the past( myself included)..
Good luck and keep posting you haven't let anyone down. Rae
Don't apologize to any of us. It is yourself you let down. You know what you have to do. What was today going to be? 1 week? Anyway don't allow it to rent to much space in your head just start over. Don't have pain medication anywhere near you and you won't feel the need to use it. Tell your friends and family you are a recovering addict and not to give you any. That is if you getting them off the streets.
Find a meeting in your area or have you thought of some out-patient treatment, rehab anything like that? I have never been to a meeting nor have I gone to couseling for my addiction but some people need it. Hell I probably need it but just haven't done it. I have 9 months clean and it hasn't always been easy.. I can't be around pain pills because if I am I will no doubt take them. So I make sure they aren't easy for me to get and I cut off doctor's etc!
So you took 10 pills? Or a vicodin 10mg pill? It really doesn't matter the most inportant thing is you get back up and you try again. That is all you can do. It has happened to the best of us in the past( myself included)..
Good luck and keep posting you haven't let anyone down. Rae
Brent,
No need to apologize. I'm sorry to hear the disease hit you again. Tomorrow you will choose not to use. Do the things Rae suggested and protect yourself.
Don't waste time beating yourself up. Good luck.
Cheers,
Gina
No need to apologize. I'm sorry to hear the disease hit you again. Tomorrow you will choose not to use. Do the things Rae suggested and protect yourself.
Don't waste time beating yourself up. Good luck.
Cheers,
Gina
Brent... no need to apologize. The important thing is that you are being honest. That in itself is a huge step. What's done is done and you can't change it. You can, however, move forward and get past it. Keep coming back and i am glad you are here! Love and God Bless,
Bri :)
Bri :)
Thank you im getting back on my feet and screw this disease i WILL BEAT THIS , RAE PAM ALL MY HEART IS WITH YOU,THANK YOU BRENT
Brent I know I dont post to you alot Ive been mainley reading.I think maybe the first thing you should do is FORGIVE yourself.You havent let anyone down more than yourself.Take what you are feeling & learning & apply that to TRY AGAIN.As long as you keep trying there is hope.Addiction sucks theres no other way of putting it.Recovery can be a awesome thing...mj
YOU CAN BEAT THIS...i have great faith...many have been in your exat shoes and beat themselves up just like your doing....but YOU can DO IT. You just have to want it more than anything else.
I believe in you
Peace2all
I believe in you
Peace2all
Whether it is a "slip" or a relapse, or a medical emergency...today is all you have.Pick yourself up and get back to step 1...please get rid of ALL pills and contacts for them.I had 90 days...now I have 26...It happens all the time...you will learn and I believe you will succeed..after all, look at the success stories here...Be strong...Sharonn
Being honest and accountable is your best defense with this disease. You're on the right track. Ok, so it's day one, it's one day closer to getting your life back. What are you doing for support? Where do you go from here with your recovery?
cowgirl
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