Aw Kat, I Love Ya

Hi Kat, Taking a hugge chance doing this from owrk...but had to disable my computer at home as my twin sons are SUCH horndogs. Caught them doing bad things again. Going in under guest and changing all teh parental controls. So I'm in the desert with the CPU in my back seat. Had to take a peek, and after your lovely note, just had to say thankyou so much. Yes your prayers did work. Went to sleep fairly easy and slept pretty darn good considering. Your note meant more then I can say. Lovely! Still feeling it a little in my body, But God is good and so are you. It's people like you who've given me a chance that 7 scant weeks ago I thought I'd never have. Despaired completely. Now here I am, almost done. Thanks Kat, my dear friend!!!
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Hey Beck!!! Couldn't wait to get on and see how you were doing today. Can you believe it? It's almost over!!! I really get a kick out of watching you get clean. I knew you could do it. Your light just shines! I don't know if it makes any difference, but I have all the faith in the world in you. I hope you know how special you are. So how are you doing today? I figured today might not be too fun, but after this I just know the worst is over. Just think, tommorrow we'll be talking and I bet you'll be feeling good! (I think I'm as excited as you are, lol) Take care, Love you, Kat
Hi Kat, Had my 1st bad night, but sometimes do at work anyway. No little helpers today tho. Oh well. Say, I'm wondering, and this is a long shot, I grew up with a girl who called herself Kat. Are you small and very busty???

Yes, almost over. Thanks again for all your good wishes. Might just take a day off this week. I can after today as my Wed. stuff calcelled. Your confidence means much to me...like I said I've been up since 1:30 and feeling sorry for myself. You put a huge smile on my heart! Thanks so much. Love Beck
Hi Beck,
I hope your doing ok today. I just saw the post and wanted to say hi. And also must agree, Kat is probably one of the nicest people I've ever met. It sure wouldn't hurt if the world had more like her in it. Love ya' Kat. Have a nice day Beck.

Take care............Bob
Hey Beck, I had this letter all wrote out and then I got bumped and lost it. I hate when that happens, lol. Sorry about your bad night. I'm hoping it's your last. I know it's close, I just can't wait for you to come on and say how great you're feeling and how it's all over. It will be soon, I promise. You? Feeling self pity? No way. Your strength is obvious. Not just anyone can work through w/d. Besides, it's a little hard not to feel down at times when going through all this.
Where did you grow up? I grew up in California and moved here when I was twenty five. I'm thin but tall. Busty? well, just normal I guess, lol.
Btw, here's my email address: Kathamp1980@aol.com
Write anytime, love, Kat
You're a sweetie, Bob. I love you too, Kat
Hi Kat, I'm from Utah, however lived in Cal. for 3 years. But the Kat I knew was here. Thanks for all the kindness, helps much. I thought I was getting off too easy. Felt so bad when I got home. My son told me some kid was snorting lortab in class. Looked very meaningfully at me. They knew I was still taking it but had stopped the oxy. So I told him. It was pretty cool to see pride instead of fear. Makes every moment worthwhile. You're right, it won't be long. I know that. I really look forward to the day I'm sort of normal. I know that's a tall order, will have to settle for drug free. Thanks for all the support, you've been just wonderful and I can't thank you enough!!! Love Beck
Hi Beck, hey the last day is the worst, so you have nothing but feeling better to look forward to now!! I think that's great that you told your son. Stuff like that kind of makes us want to try harder, I believe. We have somebody to be accountable to. Who better than your own son? I can imagine the pride you felt in being able to tell him you had stopped. You deserve to be proud of yourself, you've earned all the good feelings you have now and all the ones to come. Fingers crossed that tommorrow will be your day! Love, Kat
Hey Beck, don't forget to check in and let me know how your day is! I'm on my my way to bed but I won't forget to say a prayer for you. I hope you're sleeping well tonight! Thinking of you, love, Kat