you guys pray hard for me i was on my 14th day and was doing rather good excepy my wife went to the dr. today and got an rx. for methadone for pain management well needless to say i gave in and lost my head an took some. i am in a state of total depression right now about doing this please help and please don't let my set back deter you guy's in any way . i hate those drs. they give these things like candy at haloween. i did go yesterday and got information on aa/na meeting in my area please pray for me. i do need something for the chronic pain in my feet and back though.. i just can't control how many i take . he gives me enough but i keep running out early
please help
johnny
HI atoz" u got it dear friend my prayers are with u for as long as u need please do not feel guilty it happens we just learn from our set backs i did when i first tried to get off my pills read on u will see how many of other members have relaps but are clean now" please hang in there its hard i know and being in pain as u are even makes it harder but just remember u are not in this alone did u tell your doc what is happining that u are taking more then u need to if not please tell him and tell your wife to hold on to those pills and only give them as persribed are they your pills or your wifes if hers tell her to hide them" my addiction of choice was tyl 3's and on the advice of some very dear members here i gave them to my hubby to hold on to and with his help and the support from this post i tappered off its not for every one but it worked for me iam pill free thanks to the prayers and care of hubby and u members so please get help from your doc and your wife and most of all from you' you have to be the one to do it and with the support and prayers u can we are here for you any time u need support or just to vent please STAY STRONG i will be praying for u . HUGS + LOVE LITTLE H.
hang n there we all have our set backs. atleast you relize and are trying. good luck to you. and keep us posted.
raerae
raerae
Atoz....don't give up. I think the aa and na is a great idea. Please go. I had the hardest time admitting that I needed those rooms, but you will feel a sense of relief.
I have never taken methadone, but I know when I was in withdrawl, I would have taken anything to feel better. It is so hard to go that length of time feeling that way. Have you considered inpatient? I swear, I am greatful that I got to do it that way.
Please don't beat yourself up. Go to a meeting, there is a solution and you don't have to feel like that again...
kerry
I have never taken methadone, but I know when I was in withdrawl, I would have taken anything to feel better. It is so hard to go that length of time feeling that way. Have you considered inpatient? I swear, I am greatful that I got to do it that way.
Please don't beat yourself up. Go to a meeting, there is a solution and you don't have to feel like that again...
kerry
Hey Johnny;
The way I see it, it takes courage for you to come on this forum and admit to being human. I've been angry at myself too when I would relapse, but then I get over it and start again. So today is a new day, and a new lesson has been learned, right? Time to re-focus your energy to the positive aspects of recovery. You continue to be a tremendous source of inspiration to many others here. It's all about progress, not perfection.
Stay strong;
Jim
The way I see it, it takes courage for you to come on this forum and admit to being human. I've been angry at myself too when I would relapse, but then I get over it and start again. So today is a new day, and a new lesson has been learned, right? Time to re-focus your energy to the positive aspects of recovery. You continue to be a tremendous source of inspiration to many others here. It's all about progress, not perfection.
Stay strong;
Jim
don't be to hard on yourself s*** happens it is what you do now that you had a set back thats important most of us are going to be dealing with the pain prolbems we just have to look at every option thats available before even thinking about going backwards stay strong we all can do this get back on and post let us know you are ok
Atoz,
If we didn't make mistakes in our lives then we wouldn't be human. It took a lot of guts to admit you fell back ever so slightly so be proud of yourself instead of down on yourself. Mistakes are made in our lives so that we may learn from them and understand how we made them so that it doesn't happen again.Please do not be hard on yourself and keep pressing forward with your recovery. Find strenght in the big man upstairs and just know that this crap can be beat. Also remember that you control your mind and not the other way around.
Again, be strong and resolute to what your goals in life are and just know that any road taken has its ups and downs and that you will be just fine.
Take Care,
TH
ok i guess i need to learn that i am not always logged in in my name this stuff is so confusing i posted to you in the wifes name which really pisses me off
ATOZ,,,
I am still on day four of no Hydro....sorry to hear about your relapse with
Methad.....If my husband came home with a bunch of hydro....I know I would be weak and give in. He doesn't even know I have this problem.
Now you have to start at the beginning .... you can do it. Take care.
I am still on day four of no Hydro....sorry to hear about your relapse with
Methad.....If my husband came home with a bunch of hydro....I know I would be weak and give in. He doesn't even know I have this problem.
Now you have to start at the beginning .... you can do it. Take care.
