Well here I'am again after going out on a 2 yr boy and girl escapade! I am now on 32mg of subtex and 2mg of xanax and klonapin 2x a day each. Before that 3 years @60-160mg of meth.(worst f***ing of my exciestence) I know that I am not Really clean cuz of these scripts,wiyh out them it would 5-10 pouches of sum raw DOG(gag,gag). Hi diff we talked from time 2 time it was always pleasant and wonderful to see that you keeping on! Any one who can relate to exp get back. Peace love and Jerry Garcia!!! PS How does subtex work 4 others? TY
Hi there buddy, glad to see you're still in the land of the living, AND sorting your crap out. Don't tax yourself saying that you're not clean coz you're on a script. Means to an end my friend, and in this instance the end justifies the means. I got clean by using subutex, and it was by no means an overnight process. Took me 18 months to come off them. When you feel sufficiently confident in your ability to stay off the gear, then try and reduce a bit. 32mg is a big dose, and IMHO your need for the full 32 is probably more in your head than in your body. Reducing off subs is easy, especially at 32mgs. If you dropped 2mgs every 4 weeks, you won't even notice it, trust me. I didn't start feeling the drops until I got down to less than 8mgs, and then it wasn't that painful. But a lot of it is psychological - I know that doesn't help much, coz psychological withdrawals are indistinguishable from real ones. I found that out after being clean for a month, then getting on a train that stopped at a place where I knew I could jump off and score easily within a few mins. The closer I got to the station, the worse I felt. I certainly didn't imagine the vomitting and diahorrea, but there was no physical reason for it. But getting off the train and having a hit made me feel better.
Anyway, I digress, in your situation, I'd recommend a long slow reduction, dropping only when you feel up to it, listening to your mind and body. Yes it might take a year or two, but use that time to sort yourself out a bit. Get your life going in the direction you want it to go in.
hope it works out for you....
love
Diff xxx
Anyway, I digress, in your situation, I'd recommend a long slow reduction, dropping only when you feel up to it, listening to your mind and body. Yes it might take a year or two, but use that time to sort yourself out a bit. Get your life going in the direction you want it to go in.
hope it works out for you....
love
Diff xxx
