Hello ba.
what a laugh i got from your post. i want to know first what kinda job you do? then is that what is still in the 15 gal barrell? i just want you to know that you have been a real inspiration to me. i hope you don't mind me talking to your spouse. she just seems to love you alot to go through this with you. i don't know if mine would if she wasn't going through the same thing. i like to think she would but i don't know. the impression i got is that your wife has never used and that takes someone special to not know what it is like and still back you the way she does. how many children do you have? i hav 3 girls 1-20. 1-almost 17. 1-7. they are complete angels my oldest is in 2nd yeart college. 3.8 grade point on the dean's list. where she got that from i'll never know my 16 yr. old is 11th grade she has a-b's this year i am reall proud of he my 7 yr old is in 2nd grade on a 4th grade level. i know it sound i am bragging well i guess i am. they are great i can't remember ever really having any trouble out of any of them, which is great, because i was nothing but trouble when i was a teen. i started using drugs when i was 13. i quit when i was 30. got saved and didn't do anything for 8 years then i hurt my already hurt foot and got on the rollercoster with the pain med's and am still there. well i know you are probablly bored to tears now, just wanted to share a little about me. also married my high school sweetheart in 1980 we have been married for 24, years and still going strong. so i have at least 4 good reasons to quit 5 couting God. he has been my greatest source of strength, however has put you and your wife in my life to help strengthen me and i thank him for that. talk to ya later
thanks
johnny
Hey Johnny,
I am gonna jump right on in here and tell you some things. First off the hubby is computer illerate so for him to answer all your questions would take like 2 hours.LOL We have been married 20 years and have 4 beautiful children. Ready for this 1 in college, 1 in high school, 1 in middle school and heres the kicker 1 in diapers. You to are alot alike he started his drug use at about 12. Went strong until we got married. Dabbled here and there but mostly just drank until he got hurt and got his perc's. That was 4 years ago and it is what started the hell he is going through now. I truely hope that he has the strength to get through this. It is gonna take alot of time. I'll let him tell you about his job.......I talked to alittle while ago he was real bummed out this morning went he went to work. But as usual he pissed someone without even doing anything just the circumstances of the day and now he is feeling great. I wish he didn't feed on stuff like that.
Oh and about me I started with the drug thing about the same age but at 18 I scared myself to death with something I couldn't handle and never looked back. Thank God that happened because if I hadn't got it together I don't know if I would have had the life I have now. Wouldn't trade it for any amount of money the good or the bad times. It is a wonderful thing this thing called life.
You take care........
Tina
I am gonna jump right on in here and tell you some things. First off the hubby is computer illerate so for him to answer all your questions would take like 2 hours.LOL We have been married 20 years and have 4 beautiful children. Ready for this 1 in college, 1 in high school, 1 in middle school and heres the kicker 1 in diapers. You to are alot alike he started his drug use at about 12. Went strong until we got married. Dabbled here and there but mostly just drank until he got hurt and got his perc's. That was 4 years ago and it is what started the hell he is going through now. I truely hope that he has the strength to get through this. It is gonna take alot of time. I'll let him tell you about his job.......I talked to alittle while ago he was real bummed out this morning went he went to work. But as usual he pissed someone without even doing anything just the circumstances of the day and now he is feeling great. I wish he didn't feed on stuff like that.
Oh and about me I started with the drug thing about the same age but at 18 I scared myself to death with something I couldn't handle and never looked back. Thank God that happened because if I hadn't got it together I don't know if I would have had the life I have now. Wouldn't trade it for any amount of money the good or the bad times. It is a wonderful thing this thing called life.
You take care........
Tina
thanks tina for your reply
tell ba to drop a line when he gets in from work. you guys are really great i think i remember him saying you guys live in jersey, mayby i'm right sometimes i get posts crossed up and people mixed up have a great day and talk to ya later
thanks
johnny
tell ba to drop a line when he gets in from work. you guys are really great i think i remember him saying you guys live in jersey, mayby i'm right sometimes i get posts crossed up and people mixed up have a great day and talk to ya later
thanks
johnny
o.k ba i will look for your post on friday morning. i only get on at work and today is almost over so post tonight and i will read tomorrow. hope you had a great day at work. how is the 15 gal of oxy. lol. well you have a great night and remember God loves all of us no matter what. He loves us the way we are, but loves us to much to leave us the way we are!!!! keep up the good work, stay strong for all of us.
johnny
johnny
you whats up my man how are things with you today i see that unless i am home durning the day we will be catching up when we can thats ok as long as we keep in touch there are some computers at work but i can't figure out how to use them really don't know anything about them THE DRUM WAS EMPTY or i would be back to day one lol wanted to give you an e-mail address for me its the wifes but that is ok she has about 5 of them rtrka5@yahoo.com don't know if you can send from work but hoping you can you asked about the job i have a really good one but i changed positions to managment about the time i went on pain pills and i hate where i am at now its working management i bust my a** 12 hours a day looking to go back to my old position then i don't have to be on site then i can be on the road all day driving and shooting the s*** on the cb yeah thats where the name bad attitude came from hope your wife is doing good don't worry about talking to mine thats fine glad you bragged about your kids i do that about mine all the time it is good to have something in our lives to be proud of you take care i will post again on sunday to see how you are
i bumped it atoz don't know if you saw it friday no you aren't on unless you are in work
