Nearly every day for 5yrs. Tried stopping 3 times, this is now my 4th.
The longest I've been off is nearly 2 months, but couldn't stay awake, my son left home because I was always sleeping, and neglecting every area of my life and his.
This time I won't give up trying to give up speed. I'm thinkin this time I won't be a victim of addiction and won't allow myself to stay in bed.
Thing is. I say this every time and before I know it, I've been sleeping for a fortnight, my house is a mess and I'm so depressed.
Has anyone been here before? Any words of hope and encouragement for me? Can this be beaten???
Anyone?????
Hi Tabby,
I'm sorry that's going on with your son........the thing is though you are determined.......that speaks volumes.
Speaking for alot of people here.........yep we all been there and more.......I'm thinking you're talking about all things speed, and this is usually where heroin addicts post...........BUT you can come here anytime.........it's all an addiction thing.........and we've all benn there, and you can absolutely beat it.
The part of the board for cocaine, and crack, and meth are not usually as active as over this part, BUT there's some great people on that part of the board as well..........come hang with us though when ya get to feeling you need some encouragement...........or just need to keep your mind off that crap.......always something gone on over here.
You're doing good, and you've taken the steps to get on the road to change......to beat it.......how old is your son if you want to share......most of us have kids too...........bottom line is you're wanting this so you can do it........hang in there, O.K.? You from the States or across the pond? We're all here.......you take care Tabby and hope this helped a little bit.....come back, K?
I'm sorry that's going on with your son........the thing is though you are determined.......that speaks volumes.
Speaking for alot of people here.........yep we all been there and more.......I'm thinking you're talking about all things speed, and this is usually where heroin addicts post...........BUT you can come here anytime.........it's all an addiction thing.........and we've all benn there, and you can absolutely beat it.
The part of the board for cocaine, and crack, and meth are not usually as active as over this part, BUT there's some great people on that part of the board as well..........come hang with us though when ya get to feeling you need some encouragement...........or just need to keep your mind off that crap.......always something gone on over here.
You're doing good, and you've taken the steps to get on the road to change......to beat it.......how old is your son if you want to share......most of us have kids too...........bottom line is you're wanting this so you can do it........hang in there, O.K.? You from the States or across the pond? We're all here.......you take care Tabby and hope this helped a little bit.....come back, K?
Thank you xx Theres hope for me yet!
My sons 15, He comes to me for breakfast,lunch and sometimes dinner. Last week I sent him a txt by mistake, it was ment for my rip off dealer tellin him I'd taken the whole ounze in a day and got nothin. told him I was sick of him jumpin all over his stuff and he could sing for the money. My son quickly called me and said I'd sent him a txt. Realising my blunder I appoligised, he didn't say much, but later that night he txt me he was disappointed I was takin stuff as I've been lyin, tellin him I've been off it since Feb 07. A feel ashamed of my weak pathetic addiction and long to have the willpower to succeed in beetin it.
My sons 15, He comes to me for breakfast,lunch and sometimes dinner. Last week I sent him a txt by mistake, it was ment for my rip off dealer tellin him I'd taken the whole ounze in a day and got nothin. told him I was sick of him jumpin all over his stuff and he could sing for the money. My son quickly called me and said I'd sent him a txt. Realising my blunder I appoligised, he didn't say much, but later that night he txt me he was disappointed I was takin stuff as I've been lyin, tellin him I've been off it since Feb 07. A feel ashamed of my weak pathetic addiction and long to have the willpower to succeed in beetin it.
WOW--oops,at least you didnt take the whole ounce and it was fire and you keeled over--i know who would wish for bad dope--that was dumb--anyway, none of these things are gonna get better or go away unless you take ACTION. You are obviously wanting out or you wouldnt be reaching out--keep it up try some meetings--get away from the people places and things that have to do with anything associated with using drugs--you have to be willing to go to any length it will et easier and you will find happiness, it will never go away but yoyu will learn ways to deal and believe it or not there is so very much fun in life without drugs anf alcohol. Maybe a detox or 30 day program would do you good--you learn alot of great tools in treatment--i know that sounds scary but it's really fun and a relief that you dont have to worry about anything but the bare essentials for awhile and its a great start as far as beginning the road for gettting your trust back from the family--good luck--keep coming back
