Blown It

Don't know where 2 start, was goin 2 blag it and say i was still stickin with it, but blew it yesterday, i'd just got so worn down with no sleeping and eating that I took the easy route out. I'm so angry with myself, as I said the other day it's like groundhog day.
The only thing I can do is try again, I've been out and got a bit of green, enough 2 cut me down over 3 days. I've done it this way once b4 and did it so I,m going 2 give it another go, hopefully I can do it again and get onto some naltrexadone which I've got.
Anyway I'd just like 2 say thanks 4 all the support everyone gave me, as it does help 2 talk and I'll let u know how I'm getting on with my next attempt.
Thanks Phil :(
The only failure in life is when we fail to keep trying...good luck this go around phil...you can do this thing.

Peace~MomNMore
Phil by no means have ya blown it.....ya got the juice now so ya can start a decent taper so go for it mate....stand tall...............Davey
just dust yourself off and start again phil.....

you can do it, keep posting on here if anything is on your mind...
Hey dude as long as your trying to beat your demon you should be way proud and the fact you fessed up shows just how much it means to you hey i bet there aint a person on this site who didn't fail several times i know for a fact i did , keep it up bro PEACE OUT!!paul