Bob, I hope you will be back long enough to read this .. You too have helped me you posted to me something really personal about your Grandfather, I needed to hear that I was feeling so guilty about taking pills from my husband when he needed them.. I thank you for that.. I dont post alot on here, I have a hard time talking about all this.. except thru my poetry LOL.. I hope that you do not leave I read all your post,and also post from others and they help alot, , anyway thanks, I hope you dont leave because I need you, your post really do help and I hope we will talk sometime
Trying,
I was just getting ready to sign off line for dinner and a movie and game night with my daughter. I wanted to reply real quick and let ya' know I saw this.
Thankyou, and it also helped me by posting to you, so thankyou too. When I share things like that it reminds me of a man I never wanna be again. And that memory alone on bad days in the past has kept me clean and sober. And thats how we help eachother, and thats what it's all about..
Take care......................................God bless....................................Bob
I was just getting ready to sign off line for dinner and a movie and game night with my daughter. I wanted to reply real quick and let ya' know I saw this.
Thankyou, and it also helped me by posting to you, so thankyou too. When I share things like that it reminds me of a man I never wanna be again. And that memory alone on bad days in the past has kept me clean and sober. And thats how we help eachother, and thats what it's all about..
Take care......................................God bless....................................Bob
Thanks for reply... I know you are probably eating dinner and spending time with your family right now but I just wanted to write this before I forget. I seem to forget alot of things lately. LOL... Being only two days in to recovery, has been easier than I thought in some ways and harder in others.. For instance I got stop today by a cop got a ticket.. I wanted a pain pill so bad.. then I wanted to turn around and go home and crawl into bed and hide from life for awhile.. but I didnt.. I kept thinking of all the things I have been thru while I have been on these pills.. stealing them to have them, taking all my husbands even though I knew he needed them, lying to my family and friends.. and alot more... anyway I know what you mean.. It helped me remember why I want to be clean and sober, and why, all I am and will go thru will be worth it... Sorry this was so long hope you are enjoying your evening..
