Boo and any other interested parties........
You and I had a conversation recently about things happening on the board, and you made some comments which I in turn repeated. My addict anger got the best of me and I betrayed you. I could not be anymore sorry.
If it makes it any better, please know that the comments you made to me I had already heard from another source.
I would like for everyone to know, Boo NEVER said anything nasty or negative about CG. I insinuated that someone did, and that was just plain wrong on my part. In all of my experiences with Boo, I have found her to be a very caring and loyal friend. She has never gossiped about any of her friends and I doubt she ever would. She holds CG in very high regard, as do many on this board, and would never talk about her behind her back.
Now the fact that CG told me some names I had been called by "our friends" has been put on the back burner. No big deal.........
hypocrite? would that be someone who has a change of heart and changes their mind about a particular subject or person? I see no harm in that and if that gets me labeled a hypocrite, so be it. I tend to be very honest and do not have a problem speaking my mind, but I don't speak out of both sides of my mouth.
strange? since I have always been extremely normal (except for being an addict) and pretty much the typical "girl next door" type, I am sort of amused and a little honored to be called strange.
This post was written at 10 AM Sunday morning. One of your good "posse" friends has a copy of it, as she and I discussed whether or not I should post it. I have hoped that I wouldn't have to do this on the board, as it tends to upset many when this sort of stuff is going on. DUH! This is a recovery board, but many can not seem to stay focused on that, and insist on keeping this going.
Some of your friends have been on my back for the past couple of hours trying to force me to make a post such as this. What they did not know, is I had already planned on doing it, already had it written........ and I feel a little put-upon with their need to force my hand. What they obviously do not know, is I genuinely care about you, and certainly did not need anybody making me be honest with you. I am making this post for you and me, not for anybody who felt the need to get in my face and tell me what I should do.
I want you to know, I would NEVER intentionally hurt you. I care a great deal about you, and I value our friendship.
The rest of it you and I can talk about in private. Please, if this is the reason you are MIA, come back and let us know you are OK. Many people love you and are worried about you.
I hope to talk to you soon.
Hey TM -
Dont mean to butt in, but I dont think that you would EVER intentionally try to hurt ANYONE, let alone Boo, who I know that you care about very much. I dont really know what went on, but as far as being called a "hypocrite" for trying to let bygones be bygones and forgive and forget, etc (trying to make peace), then I'm guilty of the same. I dont see anything wrong with that whatsoever. I have "blown my stack" to put it mildly and said things that I was sorry for later, in moments of anger, but, thankfully was forgiven and welcomed back with open arms.
I think it is wonderful to see everyone getting along and giving each other a "chance" to get to know one another. We all know what a kind, genuine person you are and I hope that Boo, no matter what happened, will at least post are email someone to let everyone that cares know that shes OK.
Again, sorry for butting in. Hope you have a great night.
Love,
Marie
Dont mean to butt in, but I dont think that you would EVER intentionally try to hurt ANYONE, let alone Boo, who I know that you care about very much. I dont really know what went on, but as far as being called a "hypocrite" for trying to let bygones be bygones and forgive and forget, etc (trying to make peace), then I'm guilty of the same. I dont see anything wrong with that whatsoever. I have "blown my stack" to put it mildly and said things that I was sorry for later, in moments of anger, but, thankfully was forgiven and welcomed back with open arms.
I think it is wonderful to see everyone getting along and giving each other a "chance" to get to know one another. We all know what a kind, genuine person you are and I hope that Boo, no matter what happened, will at least post are email someone to let everyone that cares know that shes OK.
Again, sorry for butting in. Hope you have a great night.
Love,
Marie
boo,
I was the only one that was on her... please dont be angry at any one but me...
as for having this ready... I am glad it is done no matter when it was done or how long it took... I never had any doubt as to you boo saying anything harmful or mean spirited...
you have a good kind heart.... and this will heal I promise...
many on here love you and not just the possee.....
carol...... done.....
Teresa
I was the only one that was on her... please dont be angry at any one but me...
as for having this ready... I am glad it is done no matter when it was done or how long it took... I never had any doubt as to you boo saying anything harmful or mean spirited...
you have a good kind heart.... and this will heal I promise...
many on here love you and not just the possee.....
carol...... done.....
Teresa
Carol
Don't know what all happened and its none of my business but what I do know is that I need you, Boo / Ta and everyone else on this board to help me beat my addiction. I think you have done your part to put this whole thing behind us.
Thank you
Frank
Let me make a clarification...........Teresa was the only one on me......I shouldn't have made it plural.....though others have been involved, no one has been as forceful and as downright nasty as her.
Teresa......if no one has told you are loved today,......consider yourself told.
