I have been in and out of youth faccilties and prison the most of my life because of my short fuse and a bad choice of friends and activities. I have been smoking herb and done drugs since i was 13-14 and never knew my father. You have probably heard that story before and many with that story end up with very messed up lives.
I have really turned my life around the last couple of years i have distances myself from everything and everyone gang related in my life and i have not been in a fight for over a year and drugs have stopped controlling my life. Well drugs have but herb has not. I have been able to overcome some s*** and i feel very proud that i got out of that rathole in time but i cant seem to break the habit of smoking everyday i just fiend for it like nothing else i have ever tried in my life.
I really dont know what to do because all i want to do all day is smoke.. It used to make it okay to be bored but now im just bored because i dont want to do anything at all really..
Are you attending NA meetings?
Bob
Bob
