Thanks for your post,i hopefully believe it will help others,i will come back,this sites helped me tremendously allready,reading other peoples storys,& the way you all care & share your knowledge,is truley amazing!!!As regards to my methadone,it was also my first time in jail,so it was a double sh**er,plus 2 of my freinds committed suicide,on different wings,(as they call them in the uk) to me,they were on heroin,& 1 i`d grown up with,RIP LADS!!!Then the other lads g/f,who was also on it,could`nt cope without him,so she commited suicide as well!I was 4yrs drug free until my car accident,which even the police said i should`nt of survived,i was the driver,& my poor pick-ups drivers side,was none existent,the steering wheel was touching the back of my seat,some1 was in that cab with me on that cold december day,& thought it was`nt my time to go,i survived a wreck like mine,then poison it with heroin!!!AGAIN!!!I must be on this planet for a reason???What who knows,thanks again for being here & listening,lee.
Leeeee, you're sounding better alreay! Look I'm like a bad penny I always pop up on here.
Hey, anytime and you are helping as well is right. Yeah, everyone on here rocks. Good peeps. You got company as I think ya can see. Davey and Robbie and Diff all come from over the pond too.
You were Blessed ya survived that. I absolutely believe someone was in that cab with ya. You were meant to stay around for a reason. Now you are working on it! I admire ya for starting over. I am so sorry about all your friends. Awful, this drug what it does.
Ya know I can empathize with the accident. A girl Ctink used to come on her eall the time too. Yeah, I was in the death seat when my poor friend crashed. I had no seatbelt on. My friend never used, and the poor guy had taken me to cop the dope. Of course every minute I was copping ya know? Well, same as you the police and the Doctors were amazed. Amazed I lived, and had no head injury. I KNOW someone was with me and it may sound nuts, but I felt someone pull real hard on the back of my coat. I was watching that windshield coming at me. I thought well here I die or lose my site and my teeth.
Ya know what? My dang head doinked that windshield. Like a little bump. That was it. I had alot of other severe injuries, but no head stuff. Here's the kicker. Lady pulled out in front of us??????????? She nodded out. She did her shot in a parking lot. Is that NUTZZZZZZ? Oh and her hubby was an EMT. Emergency guy fireman. Guess who comes to the scene?????? Yepper, and here she stole their kids car. She had no license, and no insurance. Oh, and can ya imagine how PO'd the hubby was????????
Seems like everyone was messed up. Allllll I thought about too was what to do with my DOPE!!!!!!!! Worried when they cut my clothes off my battered body they'd take my dope. That's sad.
Keep it up. You're doing real well. We all roll the same here. I'm glad for ya.
It's going to work out. You're here for a reason.
Hey, anytime and you are helping as well is right. Yeah, everyone on here rocks. Good peeps. You got company as I think ya can see. Davey and Robbie and Diff all come from over the pond too.
You were Blessed ya survived that. I absolutely believe someone was in that cab with ya. You were meant to stay around for a reason. Now you are working on it! I admire ya for starting over. I am so sorry about all your friends. Awful, this drug what it does.
Ya know I can empathize with the accident. A girl Ctink used to come on her eall the time too. Yeah, I was in the death seat when my poor friend crashed. I had no seatbelt on. My friend never used, and the poor guy had taken me to cop the dope. Of course every minute I was copping ya know? Well, same as you the police and the Doctors were amazed. Amazed I lived, and had no head injury. I KNOW someone was with me and it may sound nuts, but I felt someone pull real hard on the back of my coat. I was watching that windshield coming at me. I thought well here I die or lose my site and my teeth.
Ya know what? My dang head doinked that windshield. Like a little bump. That was it. I had alot of other severe injuries, but no head stuff. Here's the kicker. Lady pulled out in front of us??????????? She nodded out. She did her shot in a parking lot. Is that NUTZZZZZZ? Oh and her hubby was an EMT. Emergency guy fireman. Guess who comes to the scene?????? Yepper, and here she stole their kids car. She had no license, and no insurance. Oh, and can ya imagine how PO'd the hubby was????????
Seems like everyone was messed up. Allllll I thought about too was what to do with my DOPE!!!!!!!! Worried when they cut my clothes off my battered body they'd take my dope. That's sad.
Keep it up. You're doing real well. We all roll the same here. I'm glad for ya.
It's going to work out. You're here for a reason.
My symapthies for your dear friends too, Lee. I'm sorry ya had to suffer such great losses. Ya got some angels up there though!
