Hey Bunny or if anyone e-mails her......know I was thinking of ya yesterday.
Hope you and baby girl are doing alright!
Hey Bryn, Thanks for your email. Valentines was difficult. I went to the crem 3 times. Its good though cos its literally only 2 mins walk from my house. No other cards or flowers, or mysterious Valentines...lol.
Thanks for your message anyway. All is ok. Feeling more than confortable back at home now and things are finally startin got get as normal as expected.
Speak soon....Lynds xx
Thanks for your message anyway. All is ok. Feeling more than confortable back at home now and things are finally startin got get as normal as expected.
Speak soon....Lynds xx
Hey sweetie, I'm so glad you popped on.......I kind of figured you'd have a bad day on Thursday.
You sound like you're fairing as best ya can, Bunny........I know up the road you'll get some mysterious card...........flowers and some chocolate.....right now you're really going through it though........just know we all care.
Have any visits ya think? Any little weirdness going on? Say a prayer and just ask for a lil visit. Pay attention. We get them in the oddest ways.
You sound like you're fairing as best ya can, Bunny........I know up the road you'll get some mysterious card...........flowers and some chocolate.....right now you're really going through it though........just know we all care.
Have any visits ya think? Any little weirdness going on? Say a prayer and just ask for a lil visit. Pay attention. We get them in the oddest ways.
Oh Bryn I get plenty of visits. I see "shadows" and "orbs" all the time. Banging wen I am downstairs, things bein moved. Coldness on my head when I go to bed, (he used to kiss my head every night before bed so i am guessin its that). I know he is here and I feel safe with him around.
Av got Kialas birthday this Friday, another hard day but am gonna make it the best that I can. It was this time last year that Kevin started using heroin so its kind of memories all around, his Mum also stopped speaking to him this time last year so its been a year since she actually saw him alive. She is feelin it and takin it so bad. I just wish she could find the strength that I have. Maybe Kevin needs to move on to his Mum and give her the strength he obviously has given me.
I keep his site updated regular and it helps me through the pain. Gonetoosoon.com kevin coats if anyone wants to look. I have added all new photos of me and kiala too...so you can check her out now. She is adorable and the picture of Kevin.
Mwa luv ya xxxx
Av got Kialas birthday this Friday, another hard day but am gonna make it the best that I can. It was this time last year that Kevin started using heroin so its kind of memories all around, his Mum also stopped speaking to him this time last year so its been a year since she actually saw him alive. She is feelin it and takin it so bad. I just wish she could find the strength that I have. Maybe Kevin needs to move on to his Mum and give her the strength he obviously has given me.
I keep his site updated regular and it helps me through the pain. Gonetoosoon.com kevin coats if anyone wants to look. I have added all new photos of me and kiala too...so you can check her out now. She is adorable and the picture of Kevin.
Mwa luv ya xxxx
Hey Lynds, wishing you all the best, sending some P vibes your way, Kev
Hey Bunny, been thinking of you. Tried checking out that website but it just came up with some Martin Luther King site...
Hope Kiala's birthday goes well
Maddy x
Hope Kiala's birthday goes well
Maddy x
Oh you're surely not alone.........that's so cool, Lynds.........maybe ya can ask him to go see his Mom.........that'd be nice.
Baby girl got a birthday.........man she's growing fast.........I know her daddy will be around for this day........plus it's a full moon so it's easier for our loved ones to make contact.
I'm sorry about Mrs. and yeah a year is a long time ago for a mom, Bunny.......and now forever until she sees him again...........poor lady......got to say though dear you are a tough cookie..........and we all love you.
Definately am going to peak at the site, honey.
Baby girl got a birthday.........man she's growing fast.........I know her daddy will be around for this day........plus it's a full moon so it's easier for our loved ones to make contact.
I'm sorry about Mrs. and yeah a year is a long time ago for a mom, Bunny.......and now forever until she sees him again...........poor lady......got to say though dear you are a tough cookie..........and we all love you.
Definately am going to peak at the site, honey.
hi
its great your doing so well bunny
try gonetoosoon.uk
its great your doing so well bunny
try gonetoosoon.uk
i tried the gone too soon site--couldnt find ol' kev--whats the trick-- ive been there before--maybe the wrong site---i dunno--so glad to see your hangin tough! hows it going with getting adjusted back into the house and everyday living-do you feel "single" or is that just too wierd of a concept--i think its so awesome hes around you--the forehead thing--wow--love transcends all.....
Hey all,
Yeh I suppose I do feel 'single'. Its strange cos am kind of enjoying my freedom. Many men tryin there luck but I aint ready for nothing yet. Plus got majour trust issues too.
I finally told my so called mate what I think of her too. Allot of steam let loose there. I was sick of her walkin all over me.
Back home is great now, I have been decorating my kitchen an doing allotin my garden. Kind of turnin my hands at everything and there was me worried I wouldnt be able to do anything without Kevin here. Suppose he showed me allot too.
Am devastated here aint here but I feel a sence of relief too that am not going through what I was. I just feel sad for Kiala cos she aint ever gonna rememba her Daddy and he aint ever gonna be a part of her life. Sometimes I think because of the life he was living and the state of mind he was in maybe thats a good thing. I take her to his resting place every week, and we take flowers for him. Me and Kiala talk to him. I suppose she does miss the male person in her life, and takes to any male that comes through my door, her Grandad's have become favorites. She aint got much time for us ladies lol, although she's a right mummy's girl.
Cant believe Kiala is 2 in only a few days...god how times flies. She has grew up so much, she is an amazing talker. I find I am more calm and relaxed and we have more fun together because of this.
Anyway got to get off and get dressed and sort this madhouse out lol.
Take care everyone and thanks for replies. Hopefully I will get on here tonight and catch up with ya all propa xxxx
Oh and for those who hav msn, add me lyndsayg425@hotmail.co.uk xxxx
Yeh I suppose I do feel 'single'. Its strange cos am kind of enjoying my freedom. Many men tryin there luck but I aint ready for nothing yet. Plus got majour trust issues too.
I finally told my so called mate what I think of her too. Allot of steam let loose there. I was sick of her walkin all over me.
Back home is great now, I have been decorating my kitchen an doing allotin my garden. Kind of turnin my hands at everything and there was me worried I wouldnt be able to do anything without Kevin here. Suppose he showed me allot too.
Am devastated here aint here but I feel a sence of relief too that am not going through what I was. I just feel sad for Kiala cos she aint ever gonna rememba her Daddy and he aint ever gonna be a part of her life. Sometimes I think because of the life he was living and the state of mind he was in maybe thats a good thing. I take her to his resting place every week, and we take flowers for him. Me and Kiala talk to him. I suppose she does miss the male person in her life, and takes to any male that comes through my door, her Grandad's have become favorites. She aint got much time for us ladies lol, although she's a right mummy's girl.
Cant believe Kiala is 2 in only a few days...god how times flies. She has grew up so much, she is an amazing talker. I find I am more calm and relaxed and we have more fun together because of this.
Anyway got to get off and get dressed and sort this madhouse out lol.
Take care everyone and thanks for replies. Hopefully I will get on here tonight and catch up with ya all propa xxxx
Oh and for those who hav msn, add me lyndsayg425@hotmail.co.uk xxxx
Hey honeybunny! It sounds like you and Kiala are adjusting well. Give her a Happy Birthday hug from her cyber auntie!
