alrite bunnyrocker
yeah it woz the one set in the north east, an if you could find out abbout gettin hold ov it i will be etrnally grateful...
sorry for not gettin bak 2 u quicker but i have had a lot on at the minute...
E mail me if thats better:
chr15@bigstring.com
Thanx again
TINMAN
Alright..Tman ya got me going with that prog.remember the bit when the girl goes to visit her b/f in prison...she denies that shes back at it but her fella knows diff....also the bit when they are waiting for there dealer and the relief when he turns up.The best bit is when the lad&his mate run into the house&rob the blokes cash&cigs...then the guy they robbed turns up with a hammer..real stuff.
Dunno if ya read all the posts but you being a Londoner..ya gotta see Nil by Mouth..great/tragic film bout smack&how it effects everyone not just the addict.
Take it eze..Davey
Dunno if ya read all the posts but you being a Londoner..ya gotta see Nil by Mouth..great/tragic film bout smack&how it effects everyone not just the addict.
Take it eze..Davey
Will certainly see what I can do for ya. I have searched high and low on the net with no joy there but am gonna ask about and see if anyone has a copy. Will keep ya posted xx
i too have searched the net an have found nothing but the homepage which was there 5 years ago, but thanx 4 tryin 4 me.
It woz the best thing ive seen, u know that most of it was true, the bit wiv the hammer woz obviously acting (but did really happen) the parts where they talk to the camera was all true, the whole thing was a true account, an the boy an girl who were in it re-enacted there stories, they wernt actors (i dont think so, anyway) At the end when the boys mum starts crying an says she wantsa her little boy back (or something like that) i was crying too,
I remember that nite it was on, the summer of 2002, i was in my first nite ov cold turkey w/dz an i was in my mums house, my bro and sis an mum an dad had all gone on holiday an i wanted to be clean for when they came back (my mum didnt know about me an the gear back then an i wanted to stop it b4 she found out) I just cried my eyes out wen i saw that programme, coz i knew thats how my mum wud feel if she found out i woz on it...the next morning tho, i went an scoredd, cudnt handle the fact that reality woz rearing its head, on the horizon...that was about 6 years ago....an so much has happened since then, ive had un imaginable highs an the deepest lows possible...i have lost everything an everyone i ever cared about,
But most of all i have lost myself, the real me, now im trying to find me again an itz hard, so very hard, if you aint been thru it then u'll never understand wot im sayin' but if you have then you will no doubt think that what you are reading here is coming from your own lips.
Thanx 4 the replies, again, an wiv that i will close the thread.
TMUK
TM
It woz the best thing ive seen, u know that most of it was true, the bit wiv the hammer woz obviously acting (but did really happen) the parts where they talk to the camera was all true, the whole thing was a true account, an the boy an girl who were in it re-enacted there stories, they wernt actors (i dont think so, anyway) At the end when the boys mum starts crying an says she wantsa her little boy back (or something like that) i was crying too,
I remember that nite it was on, the summer of 2002, i was in my first nite ov cold turkey w/dz an i was in my mums house, my bro and sis an mum an dad had all gone on holiday an i wanted to be clean for when they came back (my mum didnt know about me an the gear back then an i wanted to stop it b4 she found out) I just cried my eyes out wen i saw that programme, coz i knew thats how my mum wud feel if she found out i woz on it...the next morning tho, i went an scoredd, cudnt handle the fact that reality woz rearing its head, on the horizon...that was about 6 years ago....an so much has happened since then, ive had un imaginable highs an the deepest lows possible...i have lost everything an everyone i ever cared about,
But most of all i have lost myself, the real me, now im trying to find me again an itz hard, so very hard, if you aint been thru it then u'll never understand wot im sayin' but if you have then you will no doubt think that what you are reading here is coming from your own lips.
Thanx 4 the replies, again, an wiv that i will close the thread.
TMUK
TM
Tinman,
No joy as yet but will keep trying, I wont give up. I want to see it for myself now too.
Although I aint an addict myself I understand exactly what your saying. My partner nearly lost everything but has lost allot. Its only me who has stuck by him through thick and thin and I understand his pain now thank to this site!! I have also seen him cold turkey so many times and understand what that is like too.
I really hope you find the real you again and hope I can find my man again!! Hes gotta be there somewhere??
Love BunnyRocker xx
No joy as yet but will keep trying, I wont give up. I want to see it for myself now too.
Although I aint an addict myself I understand exactly what your saying. My partner nearly lost everything but has lost allot. Its only me who has stuck by him through thick and thin and I understand his pain now thank to this site!! I have also seen him cold turkey so many times and understand what that is like too.
I really hope you find the real you again and hope I can find my man again!! Hes gotta be there somewhere??
Love BunnyRocker xx
