hello angels im back ,well lots has happened,,,,I LOVE YOU ALL hows the boys and girls doing? guys (dogs) dottie happy to see you.iv been having a hard time making a life style change,,,I want a person to see me .and I want this to happen soon ,I really adore this person ,and miss him when hes not here ,,or days go by .no email from him..but anyway ,why do people they never seen before ,,have such stonge feeling for a human being ,,I have never felt this before ,could this be a addiction,,wanting something to love and care for? I feel happy .to happy .when I get a email ,it makes my whole day feel like someone really cares for me,,has a person,I no all of ypu love me here ,but this is so driffrent ,almost scarey ,,,never felt like this only my spouse..whats happening to me? is this bad ,,is this the drugs talking ,,im clean now 3 weeks or more ,but has it got something to do with the abence of the pills ,trying to feel the void with love for a man? help /love you all poopie
Hey Poopie,
I can't answer those questions for you, but I'm glad to see you're back. How was Thanksgiving for you?
Love,
Liz
I can't answer those questions for you, but I'm glad to see you're back. How was Thanksgiving for you?
Love,
Liz
Morning Poopie,
I hope that you had a wonderful Thanksgiving......
You might have answered your own question here. If you are finding your time/mind occupied with to much of this then you could be heading for trouble. Think about it all are these thoughts as persisent as the pills use to be......
You are at a delicate time in your recovery, coming off a relapse. Something drove you back to the pills, be it the death of your father, or the games your husband played.......Did you find out why you went back out, was it loneliness, was it to hide from the hurt......
I have to ask you because I have been here since the beginning of your journey, are you happy within your life.......I feel at times you wish you could break out and live as you wish, not as others dictate, or as part of the rules created by just what is your life. I know that how you were raised, and the simple peaceful lifestyle you live is something that you write about as special, but you have written about wishing that things at times were different, that the rules weren't so strict.
Look you are a big girl now, in charge of your life. It is up to you to find what makes you happy, sets a fire in your soul......Don't become trapped in your life living it for everyone else's happiness and not your own. There is this great big world out there and you are a special part of it all......Find yourself sweetie, find what you want, find things that make you feel......Try not to get caught up in thoughts of loneliness, and uncertainty about the future. Work on you, and give yourself time to really find what you want from this life, what you need. I really believe that you know inside what this is, what these thoughts are to you. I also think that you see this as a problem in some way, or you wouldn't question.
It is a brand new day filled with such promise.......
Love Yah,
Tina
I hope that you had a wonderful Thanksgiving......
You might have answered your own question here. If you are finding your time/mind occupied with to much of this then you could be heading for trouble. Think about it all are these thoughts as persisent as the pills use to be......
You are at a delicate time in your recovery, coming off a relapse. Something drove you back to the pills, be it the death of your father, or the games your husband played.......Did you find out why you went back out, was it loneliness, was it to hide from the hurt......
I have to ask you because I have been here since the beginning of your journey, are you happy within your life.......I feel at times you wish you could break out and live as you wish, not as others dictate, or as part of the rules created by just what is your life. I know that how you were raised, and the simple peaceful lifestyle you live is something that you write about as special, but you have written about wishing that things at times were different, that the rules weren't so strict.
Look you are a big girl now, in charge of your life. It is up to you to find what makes you happy, sets a fire in your soul......Don't become trapped in your life living it for everyone else's happiness and not your own. There is this great big world out there and you are a special part of it all......Find yourself sweetie, find what you want, find things that make you feel......Try not to get caught up in thoughts of loneliness, and uncertainty about the future. Work on you, and give yourself time to really find what you want from this life, what you need. I really believe that you know inside what this is, what these thoughts are to you. I also think that you see this as a problem in some way, or you wouldn't question.
It is a brand new day filled with such promise.......
Love Yah,
Tina
Hey Mistyeyes,
You are a wonderful person too. You always help people so much and I really appreciate people like you. Everything you said to Poopie I could actually read those same words for my life.
Thanks for always being here.
Love,
Liz
You are a wonderful person too. You always help people so much and I really appreciate people like you. Everything you said to Poopie I could actually read those same words for my life.
Thanks for always being here.
Love,
Liz
Poopie..you know I love you dollface, but we've talked about this before and no good will come of it.
Stick to you right now. You're too raw in your recovery and need every ounce of energy to focus on what you can do to make your life work.
Cowgirl
Stick to you right now. You're too raw in your recovery and need every ounce of energy to focus on what you can do to make your life work.
Cowgirl
