Hi all just updating those who know me . My wife is now 10 weeks pregnant and we have had 3 ultrasounds . the last the baby was 10 times bigger than the first and we could see the heart beat each time we went. We dont want to know what it is boy or girl till it comes out tho it will be some time before they will know. Im down to 35 mgs of meth and doing prety good. I havent gotten high now in 3 months or so I dont keep tract but just try to make it through the day grateful for all that I have instead of focusing on my wants and desires. Im starting to truly feel that everthing that comes to me whether so called "good " or "bad" is for the benifit of my spiritual growth and I have a choice how to look at things. Ive been able to work , actually its been so busy Ive been there from 9 to 6 most days last week along with taking more of the household workload. Its an amazing feeling to not be so self centered anymore and to anticipate what my wife might need before she needs it. Had 2nd appointment with Psycologist who is a perfect match for me , for a change, he doesnt go back to all that childhood and parent stuff which Im sick of doing anyway, its real cognitive behavioral therapy. Any way wish best to all , I have to say Im a little dissapointed In what has transpired in the last couple days, ( you know the posts Im referenceing) and hope the newcommers will stay and learn to avoid that kind of stuff. We are all i the same boat and compassion , understanding and remembering where we came from along with the grace of being aware of how people will interpret what is being said should help these things from getting out of control.
Hi Ramon. Congrats on the three months. And on the baby too...
Nice to see you back.
Kerry
Nice to see you back.
Kerry
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Ramon,
i just started my detox off of meth last friday. how long did it take you? i am now on 55 the clinic i am at is bringing me down 10mgs a week. then after 30 will go to bup/sub.please let me know what to expect. congratulations on your pregnacy!! a child is the greatest gift that anyone could possibly receive.
thanks
nat
p.s. i know that i keep writing on diff. forums about the same old thing. i am very sorry if i bore or offend or get on ayones nerves. its just i scared and i really want to hear from anyone that has any info. i just got a comp about 3months ago and just found this site. again i am very sory if i repeat myself. if anybody has any hints about just beingon comp or on this chat let me know,.
Ramon,
i just started my detox off of meth last friday. how long did it take you? i am now on 55 the clinic i am at is bringing me down 10mgs a week. then after 30 will go to bup/sub.please let me know what to expect. congratulations on your pregnacy!! a child is the greatest gift that anyone could possibly receive.
thanks
nat
p.s. i know that i keep writing on diff. forums about the same old thing. i am very sorry if i bore or offend or get on ayones nerves. its just i scared and i really want to hear from anyone that has any info. i just got a comp about 3months ago and just found this site. again i am very sory if i repeat myself. if anybody has any hints about just beingon comp or on this chat let me know,.
hey ray
i am still waiting for your info on the ibogaine stuff, however there is no rush. i am proud that you guys are having a baby and pray everything goes o.k. so you be cool and stay strong
johnny
i am still waiting for your info on the ibogaine stuff, however there is no rush. i am proud that you guys are having a baby and pray everything goes o.k. so you be cool and stay strong
johnny
natalie......post away...
I don't know about methadone, but I am on sub. physically i haven't had any withdrawl symptoms. I feel okay, but I am still having mental cravings. I have been on it for six days. I guess the mental part of it is the disease...
Don't feel like you are bothering anyone..
Kerry
I don't know about methadone, but I am on sub. physically i haven't had any withdrawl symptoms. I feel okay, but I am still having mental cravings. I have been on it for six days. I guess the mental part of it is the disease...
Don't feel like you are bothering anyone..
Kerry
