Chris, I Am Here Waiting, Lol

Chris, jasmine, i am here what is up w/u and yoyr neighbor, lrt me know!!!!!!!
Katboyd wants to know what is up the the neighbor too. That really sucks....nothing worse than lost or stolen pills.
hold on she is typing her story, give her some time, lol....
Funny....we all want to hear the story. I leave in 15 minutes...
O.k. now that were togeather on the same page.
My neighbor is also a huge friend of my moms, as a matter of fact my mom babysitts for her. I knew that she used vics sometimes but i didnt know that she was realy into them. She has gotten some from me and i have gotten some from her when i need it and having withdrawls. My story is long but to make it short, i decided to tapper off the vics instead of going cold turkey. I spent alot of time crying and debating this situation because of the fact that i dont have alot of money.
I decided to spend the last 200.00$ that i had and bought 40 500mlg vics and cut down day by day. I had my fiancee giving them to me. I thought that i was doing o.k. and the pills didnt even have to be hidden out of sight.
My neighbor came over to borrow the vacumm and then we started talking and i told her what i was doing. She even told me good job and that she was proud of me.
Late last night i was having a melt down with w/d and my fiancee asked me why i took so many pills that day without him knowing. I was shoked to find out that there was 20some pills missing out of the pill bottle that i had.

Are you keeping up so far with this story???

If so let me know before i go on. Christina
We hear you...keep going.
Keep your pills out of site.....the neighbor is sicko
OMG!! what a b****!! keep going!
Has anyone else had their pills go "missing"....or stolen???? It is awful cuz youi always know how many pills are in the bottle. Always. Nothing as precious as those pills in the bottle. How sad, huh?
nope, if anyone ever did if they did i would probably go nuts!lol, wheres Chris??
I only have 10 minutes left to hear the story.
Anyway, this tapper and cold turkey thing has been a big issue to me and i have been having a real hard time with it. Sometimes i cant talk and then when i want to there is nobody to talk too.
The final decision was from my fiancee and he said he would help.
It just sucks because of her etaking my pills, i dont have enough to get through the plan of action that we wanted to do.
So here i am, out there buying pills that is now taking my money away from the bills. My life truly sucks and i want to kick my neighbor in the head. Not that i will, im not a violent person, but im sick of being the quiet one to. Its about time i open my big mouth and start standing up for myself.
The other problom is that her husban has no idea that this is going on, and he is a nice guy and he likes to say hi and bye and he helped us get lots of deals on our house stuff when we moved in. I should tell him what his wife is up to. Oh , that might not be the best thing to do
OH, WELL HELP NEED ADVISE,
Christina



You are in a hard situation. You didn't actually see her do it but you know she did. That really sucks what she did. I can't tell you what to do, but you should confront her. Tell her how much you needed those pills to help you taper off. My advice to you is to NOT order any more. Taper on what you have. It won't be fun...but it only lasts about 10 days. Just think...10 days of hell to feel free from the damned pills.

You can do it.
OMG, when u said u wanted to kick her in the head, sorry i started cracking up, anyways how did she get them? ask her for them back, r-u close to her?? tell her husband, s*** i would.
Ya, my sister-in-law took 33 from me last month. So of course, I ran out early..I'm tapering now and my wife hold's em (and thank GOD is hiding them) but we know anytime my sis-in-law comes over, hide the pills in an ever SAFER place..I take 5-6 a day..she can down 25 at a time..she offered to clean our basement, which we took her up on, but I know she was doing it to try to find the pills.
I laughed at the kicking of the head thing too. 20 + pills is a lot to steal. I would be so ()*(* off. Keep us updated on what you are going to do.
i can't stop laughing about the kicking in the head thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry that was too funny, but what a b**** , i would kill her!!
Kat-Someone on another board gave me a taper schedule...I'm on 6 5/750's a day. They said cut it down 10-25% then level for 3-4 days and cut again. Does that sound reasonable? I went from 6 to 3 overnight and hard a terrible time...
I hate to say it but im not as strong as you are and i cant do it. I tried all weekend long and anyone who herd my sob storys this weekend understands that i feel like its gonna kill me sometimes. Im just not strong anymore.
The sad thing is, i have gone threw so much in 25 years, i should be able to handle this...
1. I got pregnant at 15

2. I had to move to another state to have my son, by myself because my parents wanted me to have an abortion.

3. My sons father started cheating on me as soon as i had him and i had to move back to Mich. and start over yet again.

4. Then i started dating this wonderful man and he acted like he was my sons father, we got a house and spent 3 1/2 years togeather . The horrible thig.... He shot himself in the head in my family room.

5. My son and i lost our house or cloths and all our furniture. We had nothing and back to square 1 we go again.

6. I got involved with another man alittle while latter and got married and had my 2nd son.

7. Found out that he only married me because i was pregnant and left me after i had the baby.

8. Then found out i had heart probloms and had to be put on all kinds of meds.

9. Got involved with another man that didnt do anything but take my child support and use it for his kids.(i let him real quick as soon as i found out.)

THE BEST thing out of all this is that i have found one man that loves me nomatter what and wants to adopt my children even though of the probloms and has now asked me to marry him.

How much worse can things get and why in gods name cant i get through this addiction crap????
Jasmin are you sorry you asked the question and wanted to talk to me??? I dont want sympathy, i just want someone to vent to.. so there i have vented... HERE ME ROUR...

Christina
where is everyone??