Clean For The 1st Time In Ages

Well i cant believe im here not begging for advice and help...I went thru hell for 4 days and had trouble sleeping for a few weeks but now i feel so GOOD.I eas a flat out morphine addict plus benzos etc...It took me 2 attempts at buponorphine but ive finally kicked it...Now im dealin with a lot of guilt for my family i have 3 kids and a great hubby without him i wouldnt be here.But i thought i was beyond help...i hated myself....Now i hold my head up and dont feel like scum...Anyone trying to get clean hang in there i KNOW how hard it is but man its worth it...Im totally disgusted in myself for letting myself get like that,anyone wantin to chat email me boredbitch@hotmail.com GODLUCK ALL Tracey