Cleaned Room

Hey guys

Well as i end day 6 being clean i looked around my room. It was filthy, between the empty bottles of water, imodium ad wrappers, tissues, advil, etc, I cleaned it all out. I want to turn the page in my life. I want to get out of detox mode and into recovery mode. I still dont feel great. I pray I sleep tonight. I am not depressed i am taking a AD. I am soo thankful for everyones help this week. Look how far i have come. This time last week i was scared to get off the sub, well i did it dammit! I hope it gets better, Now i have to do homework for school, put it off all week.

Oh well it could be worse

Red
no one cares lol
Good job Redd!

Detox sucx!, recovery is work.......congratulations...now hit the books
Hey red I care but I have been extremely busy with my daughter this weekend .I am so happy for you and i think you are making excellent decisions one after another good for you!!!
Hey Reddog, I'm your biggest cheerleader. I am soooo proud of you.. Now, get some more A's in those classes young man.
Thank you guys. Im trying to do well. I cant beleive im pulling off an a in grad school. It just sucks, i have work due tomorrow and i just cant get it done. Its hard to think about economics right now

Lol
Cleaning? And not even a week - I just complained that I didn't like to look at my house b/c it looked so bad during W/D's. You are really doing great to get up and do something about it.

I will say an extra prayer for your sleep tonight.
I know how important sleep is.
I have told many on here that Advils are my magic pills - seem to do more than Motrin or prescription Ibuprophen - I take them at night b/c they relax my body and help me sleep.
A doctor explained it to me one time that all anti-inflammotories have lots of that in them and a little bit of their product and I was lucky enough to find the one that worked for me.
So, what works for some may not help others as much. 20 years ago I was having problems and my OB/GYN told me to take 4 Advils and they would help me sleep. Back then they almost knocked me out b/c I had not taken hardly anything.

Hope you find your OTC med to take when you need it.

Sounds like you got a lot accomplished to have had a rough day.
Wish so much for you a good night's sleep and a wonderful day tomorrow. Day 7 was good for me - I even went to the store and picked up a few groceries.
I remember that day knowing I had it knocked and you have done much, much better than I did.
I set aside 7 days to do nothing - I took it that my only job was to get off pills - I did do some laundry, I think I cooked a one dish meal, some ittle things just from cabin fever but not very much.

Love,
Jean
PS: Congrats on your A in school - said you would be a catch - you even take pride in what you do - and that's with what's going on in your life.
Thank you again Jean, you always have something nice and postive to say to me. I am fearing tomorrow a little. Its my first day back at work, i work 9 to 5 then i have class until 930. Tomorrow is bad lol. But i hope i can do it. I have no choice but to do it. Im going to just pray and drink some water all day long. Hopefully i can flush this a little quciker if i drink lots of water. Either way i have done 6 days so im happy. I am looking forward to many many more. I just hope i do find the right girl one day. Although i must say there are a lot of pretty girls at school, then again im 28 and they are 21. Oh well im blabbering

Red
dog you rock!
hey red,sounds like you got it whipped,''shakes ya hand'' im proud of you friend......i know it wasnt easy..but youve done excelent,your in the spot light now,understand that people will follow you,your an insperation to others so keep doing great advances in your life..any plans?...job...projects?...well done red....take care..n if ya need me friend,...just holler........wild
Six days is great. I never came off sub, but from what I've read, you're doing better than most if you're cleaning your room after only a week. Keep up the great work, and don't worry too much about the temporary lack energy and/or motivation right now -- what you're doing is more important than any test or paper, and it's a hell of a lot harder. Congrats.