Con

Heroin
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I read your recovery diary and I just want to say how sorry I am that you lost your Gram. Tonight my daughter was talking to me about her grandfather, my father-in-Law, who we lost nearly two years ago. He was the finest man I've ever met or expect to meet, like a father to me. Flawed, because he was human, but truly magnificent and genuinely humble. It's hard.

I saw how difficult things are for you at the moment and - you know my story - I understand how hard it is to live with someone who is an active alcoholic - especially one deep in denial and blaming everything that goes wrong in her life on you.

Con, it almost destroyed me. You've seen that, you've read my posts. We end up feeling that we are utterly worthless. Well we're not. You are not alone, you are not without love and if you ever need a place to stay you've got one here. And - trust me on this - your HP has never been more than a heartbeat away and has always been listening and watching with love and compassion and care. Listen to your soul, listen to your heart, listen to the deep, quiet peaceful centre of your being....all is as it should be, all will be well.

Martin

macshl@yahoo.co.uk.
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Martin,
Im beginning to realize that my higher power speaks to me out of no where sometimes and just when I need it latley and it so amazes me. Like coming here and seeing my name up there and then reading a message that is so filled with support and love that there is no way I wouldnt be able to hang on to that little thread Im hanging on to. Im not sure people realize just how many angels we got floating around in here :) Thanks Martin :)

Con
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And mine has spoken to me through you more than once, my friend. All we have to do is look and listen with an open heart. Take good care, and remember to smell the roses and watch the clouds rolling across that vast blue sky; life continues and is good.

M x