i thought i would clairfiy how god speaks to every man,woman and child every single day of our lives,i will use myself for example so nobody feels singaled out,just say i'm abuseing drugs,now right before i take that pill into my mouth a alarm goes off inside of me telling me[DON'T DO IT] this my friends is the living god speaking to us in spirt through our CONSCIENCE,your not going to see some big great parting of the seas,thats what i was always expecting was some great big voice calling VINNY DON'T DO IT[lol] you don't hear with your ears you hear with your hart,i just got done watching john hagee ministery and he was talking about the same exact thing,and whats ironic is i been preaching this non stop for the past week and a half haveing no knowledge of this subject at all and then john hagee just confirmed what god has already told me,AN'T THAT SOMETHIN....................vinny.
Hey Vinnie,
Sounds like I had a very simular experience, I did hear him in my head and heart and actually felt like I had a conversation. It happened at 3am April 3rd. I had no intention on quitting but had a BAD night trying to sleep, then the conversation started, telling me to flush my stash of approx $1000 worth of pills (hydro's) I tried to argue but I started feeling real twitchy and all, I had had my usual dose (10 pills during the day) so there was no reason to feel that way, as I was trying to argue and understand, a real gentle calm voice (in my head) said, "don't you trust me" Well, I got up, got my stash and straight to the toilet. I still remember the sound of them going into the water (I do have scuba gear but didn't need it) I have never looked back.
It's been very hard, the w/t's were terrible as I have never been on a message board, as I wasn't planning on quitting yet. I didn't know anything about w/t's, I thought it would last about 3 days and I would be fine, WRONG! Now I just use the w/d's I feel now as a reminder that I never want to go back there again. I have found my wife's pills the other day, it was tough just knowing they are there, but I didn't want them.
Now I'm trying to adjust to me and what to do with the afternoon and evenings when I normally would have my pills.
I'm still having good and bad days but after reading all the post here, I know eventually it will be better, 1 month, 6 months, 1 year, it doesn't matter as I know I don't have a choice.
CHarlie
Sounds like I had a very simular experience, I did hear him in my head and heart and actually felt like I had a conversation. It happened at 3am April 3rd. I had no intention on quitting but had a BAD night trying to sleep, then the conversation started, telling me to flush my stash of approx $1000 worth of pills (hydro's) I tried to argue but I started feeling real twitchy and all, I had had my usual dose (10 pills during the day) so there was no reason to feel that way, as I was trying to argue and understand, a real gentle calm voice (in my head) said, "don't you trust me" Well, I got up, got my stash and straight to the toilet. I still remember the sound of them going into the water (I do have scuba gear but didn't need it) I have never looked back.
It's been very hard, the w/t's were terrible as I have never been on a message board, as I wasn't planning on quitting yet. I didn't know anything about w/t's, I thought it would last about 3 days and I would be fine, WRONG! Now I just use the w/d's I feel now as a reminder that I never want to go back there again. I have found my wife's pills the other day, it was tough just knowing they are there, but I didn't want them.
Now I'm trying to adjust to me and what to do with the afternoon and evenings when I normally would have my pills.
I'm still having good and bad days but after reading all the post here, I know eventually it will be better, 1 month, 6 months, 1 year, it doesn't matter as I know I don't have a choice.
CHarlie
hey charlie thats fantastic man them pills just an't worth the misery they carry along side of them,it took me seven years to finally wake up and smell the coffe and with that said i feel blessed because some people have sufferd much longer and some has never made it at all it's a very powerful addiction that has claimed many of life,even my wife said to me yesterday that she has not heard me say a cuss word for some time[she was impressed] lol when god reveals him self to ya you know it's going to be a good day,take care of your self and others...........god bless..........vinny.
