Cow Girl, i am really sorry to hear about you dad, that is real tough one, look i know we havent been on the best of terms ith eachother and i was not going to post but under these ciumstances but i felt that i had to send you my love, parents and chirldren are sp precious and not replaceable and i hade to sent you my thoughts and i will keep you in my preyers as well, maybe we can start over hun??, take care sweetie and hang in there and i amhere for you know just as i was when you joined the board... God Bless you & your family.....
Cowgirl, hug him...and just let him know you love him. If I could go back, I would reiterate alot of the things my mom did for us when we were little..
It was soooo hard seeing her sick. It totally broke my heart. Just hug him..
My prayers are with you.
Kerry
It was soooo hard seeing her sick. It totally broke my heart. Just hug him..
My prayers are with you.
Kerry
It's a little hard to hug him with all of the tubes and wires, lol, but I kiss his forehead and hold his hand as much as I can... parents are precious as are all of us, we just don't realize it until it comes to this or until it's too late.
Sammy... I will thank my lucky stars until the day I die that you are my friend. If not for you and Sharon, Kat, Rus and others (you know who you are), I would not be where I am today.
Kerry.... everyday is paradise when you have the ability to watch your children laugh and grow. You are so worth your recovery and effort to do your life right. I remember our conversation about the freudian thing and I understand...just don't let it stop you from doing what you know is right in your heart.
Mitzi... I never stopped being your friend. I only wanted honesty and recovery for you. I will never stop trying to help you achieve that. You are so worth it.
Rach...glad your going to get some down time. Please take the time to take care of you.
Love you all..it'll be another hard day tomorrow so I won't be around until late.
Cowgirl
Sammy... I will thank my lucky stars until the day I die that you are my friend. If not for you and Sharon, Kat, Rus and others (you know who you are), I would not be where I am today.
Kerry.... everyday is paradise when you have the ability to watch your children laugh and grow. You are so worth your recovery and effort to do your life right. I remember our conversation about the freudian thing and I understand...just don't let it stop you from doing what you know is right in your heart.
Mitzi... I never stopped being your friend. I only wanted honesty and recovery for you. I will never stop trying to help you achieve that. You are so worth it.
Rach...glad your going to get some down time. Please take the time to take care of you.
Love you all..it'll be another hard day tomorrow so I won't be around until late.
Cowgirl
Cowgirl,
I'm sorry you are having to go through this. I just wanted to say I am glad you are going through it clean. Wow am I happy for you.
Even though it is one of the most difficult times,
no matter what, the time right now is precious.
Our hopes and prayers are that he is well again.
You can love him and tell him everything you would want him to know.
When my sister was ill I felt so honored to be the one to be with her. People came and went but I was the one she waited for and I knew that. She told me when that time came she wanted me there and it was a promise I made to her. She fell into a coma and could not respond but I continued to talk with her, to love her, to care for her, to wash her hair, do her nails, hold her. All the things I couldn't do when she was awake because of circumstance.
I know without a doubt she heard my words and felt the love.
So this time whether it is for years or only a little bit is so incredibly precious.
Love him and your family and feel him love you. Way beyond the wires and things. You can feel it in the silence you share with him.
The love between a father and daughter is often very special.
I feel that way with my Dad. Our lives were not easy.
I realized it many years ago and one day I decided to just tell him. He came
to my house while my stepmom was away and I just told him what he meant
to me in my life. I was showering him in all this love and beaming him so much light. It was so emotional to tell him these things that I started crying.
My Dad hated when we cried but when I looked into his eyes he was crying too. I'm not sure I ever saw him cry like that. I will never ever forget that day.
I had a week with him this summer after surgery and I wouldn't have traded it
for the world. I was happy to care for him and have time with him. I didn't know
we'd be alone for the week but what a blessing it was. I prayed for the time but with my family I never in a million years thought it would work out that way. My stepmom ended up leaving for a week and I got to be there for him, to take care of all his needs and share in his life. He plays cards with the guys and I remember he wanted me to take him to see the guys. I know he wanted me to meet them and them me. It was pretty cute.
Memories to hold dear in my heart always.
Sending prayers, love, energy, and patience your way.
PM
I'm sorry you are having to go through this. I just wanted to say I am glad you are going through it clean. Wow am I happy for you.
Even though it is one of the most difficult times,
no matter what, the time right now is precious.
Our hopes and prayers are that he is well again.
You can love him and tell him everything you would want him to know.
When my sister was ill I felt so honored to be the one to be with her. People came and went but I was the one she waited for and I knew that. She told me when that time came she wanted me there and it was a promise I made to her. She fell into a coma and could not respond but I continued to talk with her, to love her, to care for her, to wash her hair, do her nails, hold her. All the things I couldn't do when she was awake because of circumstance.
I know without a doubt she heard my words and felt the love.
So this time whether it is for years or only a little bit is so incredibly precious.
Love him and your family and feel him love you. Way beyond the wires and things. You can feel it in the silence you share with him.
The love between a father and daughter is often very special.
I feel that way with my Dad. Our lives were not easy.
I realized it many years ago and one day I decided to just tell him. He came
to my house while my stepmom was away and I just told him what he meant
to me in my life. I was showering him in all this love and beaming him so much light. It was so emotional to tell him these things that I started crying.
My Dad hated when we cried but when I looked into his eyes he was crying too. I'm not sure I ever saw him cry like that. I will never ever forget that day.
I had a week with him this summer after surgery and I wouldn't have traded it
for the world. I was happy to care for him and have time with him. I didn't know
we'd be alone for the week but what a blessing it was. I prayed for the time but with my family I never in a million years thought it would work out that way. My stepmom ended up leaving for a week and I got to be there for him, to take care of all his needs and share in his life. He plays cards with the guys and I remember he wanted me to take him to see the guys. I know he wanted me to meet them and them me. It was pretty cute.
Memories to hold dear in my heart always.
Sending prayers, love, energy, and patience your way.
PM
Cowgirl, I know I must not say it often enough (gosh do we ever?) but you are a wonderful friend, a big part of my recovery, and I love you. My heart is truly with you as you go through this battle in life. If I lived closer I'd be with you in person for support. This has to be one of the worst things a person can go through. I hope all the love and compassion being sent your way eases your misery just a little. Take care, love, Kat
Kerry, that was a couragous thing you did, not just flushing, but talking about it here.Your doctor is an idiot, but he definatly has one smart patient. You will win this battle with the ultram. Love, Kat
Kerry, that was a couragous thing you did, not just flushing, but talking about it here.Your doctor is an idiot, but he definatly has one smart patient. You will win this battle with the ultram. Love, Kat
Thank you for that PM.... you know exactly how I'm feeling.
He will get better, he has to.
Love you
Cowgirl
He will get better, he has to.
Love you
Cowgirl
Cowgirl,
Just keep being with him.
Big love sent your way,
PM
Just keep being with him.
Big love sent your way,
PM
