Guardian Angel's journey on this board started with MethSucks. A man who built walls around himself so high that he might never find a way to climb out.
His story was so sad, he was dead in every sense of the word and yet he could still breath. I wrote what I thought might help him create a miracle in his life and went away. I checked back in often and saw one day that the walls were slowly coming down. Thats all I wanted to do. Just enough to set afire a purpose in his life. I have only spoken directly to one other person on here in this name. Someone who pointed me in the right which helped me to see things with my heart.
Please be patient and understanding of me as I write tonight. My heart was so heavy and filled with situations that I as one person couldn't resolve.It was only after much soul searching and some personal growth that I have enjoyed a new found hope in myself and others close to my heart.
So I offer this as a symbol of hope:
Christmas, a magical and wonderous day! A day filled of miracles, faith and love. A day lost to some and newly found by others. If I could have anything on this joyous day it would be:
To be that little girl hugging her first doll, and to be the doll recieving the pure love of that hug.
To be the child, eyes wide watching, his new puppy eat wrapping paper, and to be the puppy eagerly exploring its new home.
To be that woman who finds tucked in her gifts an engagement ring, and to be the the ring that feels the womans excitement and happiness through her shaking hands.
To be the faceless child waking to find nothing for Christmas but the love of his family, and to be the family understanding for the first time that was the best present they could give.
To be the nameless stranger standing in line at the homeless shelter waiting for a hot meal, and to be the server of that meal seeing the gratitude in the smile.
To be, oh to be, that large oak covered in new fallen snow, and to be the snow that blankets the tree from the harsh cold.
But most of all to be the heart of someone and open thier eyes to all the good in them they have forgotten and then to be them as they see for the first time.
Much Love,
Guardian Angel
I hope you see this MethSucks and it finds you well.
THANK YOU from my heart that wse so nice and thouhgtful thank you again love poopie
That is a wonderful post, I enjoyed it ~
I hope that the person who it is ment for
sees it.
I hope that the person who it is ment for
sees it.
That was beatiful.
My goodness that was very very beautiful...mj
