Danni...

do you have photobucket? you have to load to photo pucket then you copy the url and paste it in the inage box, if ya have probs email me your pics i'll post em for ya terrianne

naturesprincess@yahoo.com
I found the directions and posted it, but the picture is HUGE.... Is there any way to make it smaller, or should I delete that one and post another pic?
danni,

you silly you girl yu look great, no worries bout the size. you done good girly : ) what a handsome lilfella as well.

terrianne
oh and stop complexing... i know its in your nature silly...but definately no need to so stop!! (((((((HUGS)))))))

~T
The best thing I've ever done is have my son.....

My life is so screwed up in so many ways..... My therapist laughs because I have so many different layers to me.... I've made so many mistakes, I've hurt so many people.......

But I look at my son and think "I must have done something right for God to give me such a great gift...." He and my husband really are the only things that have kept me alive.
danni,

we are all human, its in all of our nature to be screw up and make mistakes. i dont know any perfect people i have yet to meet one. so i am sure you are perfectly normal. you seem very level headed and definately come across with much wisdom/education and compassion. give yourself more credit then what you think you worth!!! i bet many would say the very opposite of what you think. we are our own worst enemies. i just had this convo with my best friend. i told her she had to just start being her self and people would love her just as much and if not more for it. we all love you and i am sure you have bared your soul more to us then most. so what makes you think others in the real world would be different? thats what i had to come to grips with. its very uncomfy at first but i am sooooooooo much happier because of it and its so true people actually still like me!!!! it blows me away everytime lol but i will never ever change again or sacrifice to make someone else pleased. after all if we arent pleased with ourselves how can we truely please the ones we love? (((((HUGS)))))

terrianne
Terrianne,

You're right.... I always say that you can't really love anyone until you love yourself.....

Getting sober has forced me to REALLY look at myself, to face all the wrong that I've done..... and that can be very depressing. Example: I have such an intense love for my husband and son that I would die to protect them.... yet I risked my life every single day; I risked them having to live without their wife and/or mother, of living on year after year feeling guilty for my death......

I know you can't change what has already happened, but it's still VERY depressing to think of who I had become these last three years.

I am like that flower (whose name is escaping me.... so feel free to jump in here everyone if you can think of it for me)..... That flower that's beautiful to look at but that's poisonous if you touch it...... Pretty, but deadly. I have singlehandedly screwed up so many people's lives and that's hard, because I really am the type of person who would rather be hurt a zillion times than to hurt someone else.

Okay.... enough sad stuff.......

I'm getting OLD.... I took my son, niece, and my son's best friend to ride go-carts today and I almost threw up!!! Going round and round on the track made me so dizzy, I wanted to puke..... Where's the fun in that???????

Danni