i will never be free from my past, i can pray to let things go and forgive myself...
i will be free from the needle...as long as i put things in God's hands and stop trying to run my own life...
i will never be free from my disease of addiction, it will always haunt me...but i can choose daily not to use...
life is a choice and i have chose to live drug free for the rest of the time that God lets me stay on earth...
if i chose to do drugs then i will die....very simple
Roger,
I would have to be honest and say that I dont know. I am fighting to stay clean. and that is what is my number 1 goal. I know I did not use today, but I cant tell you what I will do tomorrow. I can only hope and pray, and use the tools that I have learned.
I try not to think about yesterday, and dont worry about tomorrow---but I do worry about right now---and as long as I keep that focus, I can build 1 day at a time.
Good luck
Mike
I would have to be honest and say that I dont know. I am fighting to stay clean. and that is what is my number 1 goal. I know I did not use today, but I cant tell you what I will do tomorrow. I can only hope and pray, and use the tools that I have learned.
I try not to think about yesterday, and dont worry about tomorrow---but I do worry about right now---and as long as I keep that focus, I can build 1 day at a time.
Good luck
Mike
I'm clean today. That's all that matters.
There really is no answer to this because were not promised the next second in life and for you to actually think that far ahead would be simply ridiculous reason being this is a day by day thing nothing is promised.What matters is what you have right this second and you and god know that no one else.....Jessica......Would love to hear your point of view on the replys.....
None of us will ever be free of addiction, imho, just active addictive. That's why you see people after twenty years of sobriety relapse. It is also why we all say we only have today. Do I think I'll relapse tommorrow? No. Do I think it's possible? Yes. Love, Kat
