Davey/ In Reply To /not Broke-don't Fix It

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Davey,
You're absolutely right. And therein lies my dillemma. I like it where I am. My son lives here and we have a better relationship than we've ever had. I have government help with my rent. I'm stayin clean and that's really important to me. Also, My husband is a fugitive and he could get caught at any time and I'd be in a strange place, all alone. On the other hand.... I think he really is trying to change his life for the better. He's been clean, except for prescribed methadone for months now. He's working and when I last visited him, we got along great. Before, we couldn't go 2 days without fighting. Besides, I miss him alot. I'm getting older and I'm overweight. I don't feel like meeting another man, yet I don't want to grow old alone. I guess it comes down to the same old problems most addicts have; I want it all and I want it now! I don't want to work on my weight. I don't want to date.(no way!) In other words, I want to be happy, but I don't want to work for it. I keep hoping it will just happen. I really don't know what's best. I don't even make sense to myself!!! I just keep putting off the decision, hoping my mind will get made up for me somehow. If he could move back here, I'd do that in an instant. If he moves back here, though, he goes to federal prison for sure. I know I haven't made much sense. I contrdict myself alot. That's why I can't make a decision Davey. Anyway, thanks for caring!!!
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Alright..Shirley..hope alls well,i think from the jist of yer post..you probobly have most of the pros&cons..supported above runnin round yer head..but all the positive stuff you said definitly out weighs the negative.You got a good routine goin on down in Boone,family..especially yer son..all near ya..that i think may change if you got back with yer fella?
Thats just me..but Shirley i think youve made up yer mind already..keep us posted..take care......Davey
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Hi Davey, always good to see you. How fares the Max and Sian? Has he learned to drive the pimpmobile yet? Out picking up the lady hamsters? I hope your health is fully recovered and you're doing well. I think of you often.

Best of luck Shirley. It sounds like a really tough decision to make. Take your time with it.

All the best, Beck

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Alright..Becks..hows things with yerself&da boyz..all good i hope.yep got over flu..but i tell ya it was pure bad for bout 3wks.Sians sound..cheeky monkey been droppin hints about ear rings a lot recently,so i relented&off we rambled in town on Sat....bam,bam..and its all over,and Becks her face lit up she was so cool..pink diamond stud earrings,she gotta keep these ones in for 6wks.then god only knows what style shes gonna pick.It made me feel a bit strange..shes growing up so fast&the earring thing was kinda like a right of passage..if you get me.MaX Stalin is doin good hes here next to me in his cage...the Bratz ride did a bit of off roading..thayve got redneck pals in the form of one cowboy dressin Ken&a action man..peer pressure i suppose.
Take care as ever.......Davey