Thanks so much for your email and words of support I cant tell you ho much they have meant
I like you beat coke and booze in the 80sand I will beat this...I am calling this the purge of 2005
in the last 6 months I have quit cigs after 32 years cold turkey..I caught my partner of 18 years\ cheating so I gave her up cold turkey as well ..and now I am on day three of the perk purge.Now I am not ignoring your advise,, but i think every1 is differnt and I have gotton angry at my sickness and taking a proactive stance..I went to work today on day three... 10 hours for the first 2 I didnt think I could make it then I just got angry at myself and worked harder trying not to think about it( ya ever notice the smell of the perks when you sweat yuk) and I only puked twice all day so I guess im getting better But I learned something today I dont need to be perked up to be good at what i do today on my worse day I was better than most on there best..the guys I work with think I am totaly insane hahahah maybe they are right but to anwser your question I will probly skip the meetings and stick with the board It is very helpful to be able to talk about it to all of you
Thanks
Steve
And yes I do play poker
I have a 12th and 19th in the 2000 player tournys on party poker
made some decent change
Steve,
Congrates. on 3 days! Great job.
No matter which way you get clean,the important part is to stay clean.!
You seem very determined.Stay that way.Don't let your gaurd down.
Kudos to you!!
DJ
Congrates. on 3 days! Great job.
No matter which way you get clean,the important part is to stay clean.!
You seem very determined.Stay that way.Don't let your gaurd down.
Kudos to you!!
DJ
your doing so great,I didnt no that pain pills smell..thats kinda weird..well you hang in there ,,maybe in time you can go to a meeting,bob noes where there located,,well take care of yourself ,ok, regards poopie
congrats on 3 days!!!
keep it up, you're doing great!
keep it up, you're doing great!
Dear Steve I gotta go take up dinner but wanted you to know I think your off to a good start & PLEASE KEEP TRYING TO HANG IN THERE IT DOES PASS.....mj
Thanks to all,,,I am going to bed and I actualy ate something hopefully it will stay down..lol and day 3 has passed:)
Good Morning Steve,
It's Day 4 for now, CONGRADULATIONS !!!! Your doing great. Keep it up , and keep posting. I hope you also find more support. One day at a time. Take care, Best Wishes
It's Day 4 for now, CONGRADULATIONS !!!! Your doing great. Keep it up , and keep posting. I hope you also find more support. One day at a time. Take care, Best Wishes
