Hey August,
Well, inspite of my health right now I'm still clean. 23 days today. Never thought I could go this long, but I know it was only through the grace of God I'm this far. I'm feeling a little better today. Able to stay awake a little more. lol Thank you for all the support.
Love,
Liz
Thank you, each and every one.
Liz, you have a good run on it this time, I think you're going to make it. I wish I had my head on as straight as you do.
CG, I don't feel like a miracle. I feel like a walking, talking toxic waste dump.
And boo, thanks for the cake, it made me laugh out loud, and I needed a good laugh today.
Again, thank you to all of you, I know I'm in your prayers, as you are in mine.
James.
Liz, you have a good run on it this time, I think you're going to make it. I wish I had my head on as straight as you do.
CG, I don't feel like a miracle. I feel like a walking, talking toxic waste dump.
And boo, thanks for the cake, it made me laugh out loud, and I needed a good laugh today.
Again, thank you to all of you, I know I'm in your prayers, as you are in mine.
James.
James
Way to go on your 30 days...so cool. Don't let that baggage get you down today. Life is to short to dwell on things that have happened in the past, things we can't change. In future I am sure you will handle things differently. You are in control of everything you do and say...its about choices. I hope you have a great day...you deserve it.
michelle
Way to go on your 30 days...so cool. Don't let that baggage get you down today. Life is to short to dwell on things that have happened in the past, things we can't change. In future I am sure you will handle things differently. You are in control of everything you do and say...its about choices. I hope you have a great day...you deserve it.
michelle
You are in control of everything you do and say...its about choices
Yep, but in the past all my choices were bad choices, even though I knew better I went ahead and chose the wrong path.
And now they're all coming home to roost......... on my head.
James
Yep, but in the past all my choices were bad choices, even though I knew better I went ahead and chose the wrong path.
And now they're all coming home to roost......... on my head.
James
James
I know, I have done some pretty lame things in the past, things that I wish I could take back, but I can't. Hopefully they won't roost to long, and you can get back to whats important...moving foward, making ammends, living your life with those you love, and who love you.
Hang in there....you will make it.
michelle
I know, I have done some pretty lame things in the past, things that I wish I could take back, but I can't. Hopefully they won't roost to long, and you can get back to whats important...moving foward, making ammends, living your life with those you love, and who love you.
Hang in there....you will make it.
michelle
Hope you're having a great day today James. It's always so good to hear your positive input.
xo
Kelly
xo
Kelly
james you have reached a wonderful milestone please try to think of how far you have come. you are a wonderful, strong person and what is in the past you cannot change so try to live in today. please take care love cfm
James..it's ok. Feel like the chemical waste dump for today. This too shall pass. I still have those days...it's part of life on top of being an addict.
Liz..everytime I read something from you these days, I get so excited for you. You just seem to really get it this time. You make me smile.
xxx
Cowgirl
Liz..everytime I read something from you these days, I get so excited for you. You just seem to really get it this time. You make me smile.
xxx
Cowgirl
Just reread your post James. I'm sorry you're feeling that way today but it happens.Try to let go of the rotten stuff. We've all made choices that were less than righteous. You're on the right path now and such a light to others. Please hold onto that.
achy
achy
Hey Cowgirl,
Yeah, I really am getting it this time. My sponsor called and she is picking me up at 7 and taking me to a meeting. Said, it's bad enough your physically ill but we can't have you getting mentally ill too. lol, too late for that but I got what she meant. I'm looking forward to going to a meeting tonight. The past few days I wasn't able to even stay awake.
James,
I know what you're going through, there are those times I can't help but think of all the rotten things I've done. Now I'm understanding that most of those things were caused by addiction. (Disease of attitudes). I cut myself a break now. I'm not responsible for having the disease of addiction, but I am responsible for my recovery. I'm still working on forgiving myself, some days are better then other days. But I do give myself a break now. I can't keep dwelling of the rotten things I've done because I will be overwhelmed with guilt and it won't do my recovery any good. I hope you feel better soon. Know you help so many on this board.
Love,
Liz
Yeah, I really am getting it this time. My sponsor called and she is picking me up at 7 and taking me to a meeting. Said, it's bad enough your physically ill but we can't have you getting mentally ill too. lol, too late for that but I got what she meant. I'm looking forward to going to a meeting tonight. The past few days I wasn't able to even stay awake.
James,
I know what you're going through, there are those times I can't help but think of all the rotten things I've done. Now I'm understanding that most of those things were caused by addiction. (Disease of attitudes). I cut myself a break now. I'm not responsible for having the disease of addiction, but I am responsible for my recovery. I'm still working on forgiving myself, some days are better then other days. But I do give myself a break now. I can't keep dwelling of the rotten things I've done because I will be overwhelmed with guilt and it won't do my recovery any good. I hope you feel better soon. Know you help so many on this board.
Love,
Liz
James..so very happy for you..did you think in the beginning you would see 30 days,,God bless you and keep you strong. Awesome.
Hey James...way to go!! Are you going to do a 5th step?
By the way, you look alot like my dad in the picture...lol.
Hugs to you and keep on trudging...
Kerry
By the way, you look alot like my dad in the picture...lol.
Hugs to you and keep on trudging...
Kerry
