Day 4 And Counting....

Good Morning everyone. Hope your morning is going well and you got some good sleep last night.
I'm on day four. I'm so excited, I know it's not over yet though.I'm still having hmmmmm should I say devious thoughts those things...pills they call it.lol.
For example, for me it's as simple as even watching a certain T.V show. I know that probuly sounds silly but I would pop one in and enjoy my shows at night..urrrr. My poor husband last night. I went to the store bought chocolate covered peanuts, skors bar, and almond hershey bar LOL. I couldn't decide. I get home sit on the couch and proceed to munchin, My husband tried to hold my hand and I was tring to hold my candy bar( break it in half and pick apart) finally I snapped,"Can't you see I'm having a moment I told him" poor guy. I was kidding but angry at the same time. I can be very edgy that's for sure. But I think the chocolate did help. Is it true it brings seritonine(sp) to the brain?
I have been on Paxil Cr and Klonopin .5 mg for five years for anxiety and deppression but I heard the chocolate thing helps too.
I'm going to a NA meeting tonight. I have been putting it off and making excuses for too long. I know I'm not embarressed I think I'm a little afraid to go deep inside dig real deep and find out some things about myself that may be hard to take in. Maybe the reality of it all. When I'm stting there face to face with other people that's definatley reality. I was going to go to one at noon but have nerve blocks this morning on my back and my legs and back cramps up afterward and can't drive for a little while so tonight at 6:00pm is the plan. Well I've chatted your ears off this morning thanks for listening!
Hi,
Great job! Keep up the good work! Good luck tonight!

Take care.........Bob
Hey 4 days is something so just keep plugging away.each day it should get alittle easier.Choclate can cure ANYTHING.Except being over weight.If I could live off that I would.You just keep babbling all you want thats why we are here to listen
Thanks guys I appreciate it!
No thanks needed you just keep going & doing what your doing.Me I know I must of gained 20lbs easy after I stopped usen but that will come off.I hope at least.But the weight is easier to take off than staying sober so I should be normal size soon
You're the BOMB looking2beclean...........

Isn't it great to be CLEAN! I love it, everyday I feel better and better. So, you're going to a meeting tonight? Thats great, I want to go tomorrow night, but I have to call around first to find out where they are located and everything. Please let us know how it goes.

I went for Acupuncture on Monday, I've been told that it helps w/ detox and mainly helps w/ stress relief. It was okay, but kinda expensive. I felt great for a/b an hour or two but then felt like my normal self again. Anyhow, atleast a tried something different, so I keep telling myself to go to the meetings. I'm so proud of you!!!

Well, got to get to working, post back later. Stay Strong!!!!!!!
Struggler.
HI,
Congrats on 4 days!! That is awesome!! Good luck going to the meeting...they help alot....take care
gina
Sarah..can't wait to hear about the meeting. Are you going to the noon one or tonight?

Sitting on pins and needles....

Love you girl
Lisa