Hi all, day 9 sub. is what I got GHF, have I been feeling so good i did not log a day...?
No , Iam o.k. I usually take my first dose at 7 am , well I slept in this morning and did not take it till 9 a.m. did not really notice anything which was good. Going to be busy today, going to help my sister and her friend re paint my daughter room, curtains and all that stuff. Will be good to do something like that instead of sitting here all day , toasted on Percs..... I could do nothing on them, or I chose not to do anything sometimes other than just sit and enjoy the feeling... Crazy.... Iam feel good thanks to sub and you guys. Will check it late this evening. Hope all has a great day....
Thanks
No worries, just holler if you need anything. I will pop in from time to time today...Just finished painting some doors in the house myself.
Went to Central Park today to see the gates. Not sure what all the hype is about. The novelty wears off after a few minutes. At least I saw a part of history. They are supposed to "open the eyes" of artists when walked thru...
Went to Central Park today to see the gates. Not sure what all the hype is about. The novelty wears off after a few minutes. At least I saw a part of history. They are supposed to "open the eyes" of artists when walked thru...
9 days down Tak, you sound better and better each day.
I'm starting 1mg on Monday, wish me luck.
Redd
I'm starting 1mg on Monday, wish me luck.
Redd
Redd, good luck on your drop, I hope it goes well for you. Keep us posted.
Tak, your doing great man, keep busy and stay the course.
Johndee
Tak, your doing great man, keep busy and stay the course.
Johndee
GREAT JOB TAKKKKKKKKKK..........IM IN NYC TOO............CENTRAL PARK IS OVERRATED BUT ITS PRETTY NICE IN THE SUMMER!!!! MOST IMPORTANTLY CONGRADULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT IS GREAT........IM AM ON DAY 4 AND DOING PRETTY DAM GOOD, I DO GET NERVOUS EVERYTIME MY DOCTOR DECREASES MY DOESES BUT I THINK ITS ALL MENTAL CUZ I AM STILL DOING GREAT!!!!!!!! HOWEVER I WENT RUNNING YESTERDAY (ICANT BELIEVE IT EITHER) AND IT WAS RUFFFFFFFFFFFF.....BUT I COMPLETED THE 2-2.5 MILE RUN!!!!!! HOWEVER MY LEGS ARE SORE AS ANYHTING !!!!!!! tHE BEST PART IS I HAVENT HAD ANY CRAVING YET AND I THINK I FORGOT WHAT THE HIGH FEELS LIKE!!!!! i AM NERVOUS FOR WHEN I END THE SUBUTEX COMPLETELY BUT I CAN DO ITTTTTTTT...... DOC SAYS BETWEEN 6-11 DAYS AND IM OFF THE SUB AND WELL SEE HOW I DO!!!!! Sorry for the caps locked I had no clue hahaha.........My doctor is great and I trust his judgements and hes known as a pioneer in the feild........hes alaways on cbs,nbc,abc,etc.........Hes caring and gives me all the positive energy in the world!!!!! Well sorry for just babbling on, but I am feeling positive, thanx for listening and GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD JOOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB TAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
Hey, NLF, you have Dr Joel? I think he definately the leader in this field. please share all your experiences with him on the board if you can.
JohnDee
JohnDee
Hey all, Man, what a day! , my house looks like a differnent one. My dauther got her room totally re-done. My sister and her best friend have been here all day. Its amazing what they done , she got a new bed, paint job, border on around her room pictures and all organized. She will LOVE it. Her birthday is March 20th , first day of spring , coming up pretty soon.
Iam so blessed with such a great sister, and her friends they love my daughter so much..
I done o.k, all day with two obsessed women, telling me what to do all day. Iam mean that in a good way, Iam lucky, but all the ordering, do this , do that , take out the trash. I mean, I normally even before, even before my relapse , this would have been a little nerve racking. I just took my sub and was busy all day. Still some neg. thoughts would creep in on me while running to the store, etc. Sometimes I just don't know where they come from, I know for right now most of this is post-opiate abuse and it is getting better.
I talked with my A.A. sponsor today, something he told me, your mind is not your friend, I think he meant my addictive thinking is not my friend. It seems like little fears start and my mind creates a mountain out of a mole hill. I kinda had that type of thinking in check when I was active in A.A. I would just turn those thoughts over to my higher power and trusted him and ask that his will be done, not mine. But, I lost all of that with this relapse and the hundreds of dang percs I took I think brought it all back. Its so nice to be able to get on here and dump that , cause I know you all , know what Iam talking about. I truley believe it will get better each day if I just keep doing what Iam doing and not be afraid of growing or changing for the better. For me it seems like my mind wants me to stay stuck,or where we are. But to not grow or change is dangerous for me right now... I have to stay willing to change and let my higher power do with me as he has planned. Its learning to trust that higher power again, and let go and let him or her take me where Iam suppose to be and accept it as it is...
I had a good day, thanks to sub, my higher power, you guys as always, and of course my sister and her friend....Hope all of you are having a good weekend. Redd, thats great you down to 1mg. is that what I seen ,, How is it going? How was the taper? Did you feel anything? Thanks to all of you for replying to my post, they truley help. NLH,, keep it up.
Check with you all tomorrow, Iam beat.
Iam so blessed with such a great sister, and her friends they love my daughter so much..
I done o.k, all day with two obsessed women, telling me what to do all day. Iam mean that in a good way, Iam lucky, but all the ordering, do this , do that , take out the trash. I mean, I normally even before, even before my relapse , this would have been a little nerve racking. I just took my sub and was busy all day. Still some neg. thoughts would creep in on me while running to the store, etc. Sometimes I just don't know where they come from, I know for right now most of this is post-opiate abuse and it is getting better.
I talked with my A.A. sponsor today, something he told me, your mind is not your friend, I think he meant my addictive thinking is not my friend. It seems like little fears start and my mind creates a mountain out of a mole hill. I kinda had that type of thinking in check when I was active in A.A. I would just turn those thoughts over to my higher power and trusted him and ask that his will be done, not mine. But, I lost all of that with this relapse and the hundreds of dang percs I took I think brought it all back. Its so nice to be able to get on here and dump that , cause I know you all , know what Iam talking about. I truley believe it will get better each day if I just keep doing what Iam doing and not be afraid of growing or changing for the better. For me it seems like my mind wants me to stay stuck,or where we are. But to not grow or change is dangerous for me right now... I have to stay willing to change and let my higher power do with me as he has planned. Its learning to trust that higher power again, and let go and let him or her take me where Iam suppose to be and accept it as it is...
I had a good day, thanks to sub, my higher power, you guys as always, and of course my sister and her friend....Hope all of you are having a good weekend. Redd, thats great you down to 1mg. is that what I seen ,, How is it going? How was the taper? Did you feel anything? Thanks to all of you for replying to my post, they truley help. NLH,, keep it up.
Check with you all tomorrow, Iam beat.
