I'm not even going to get my check today. i can wait and maybe have my husband take me. One of my dealers just called tring to geta # of a nother dealer. Somthing want me to fail. I feel the force..... I'm here.this is keeping me occupied. I hurried off the phone to get on line.
Butterfly,
I don't know your situation but if your going through dealers I assume your buying them off the street? Just a suggestion but maybe if you told them that you've had enough and are working on you and trying to beat this thing, they'd leave you alone? Maybe tell them that you've gotten rid of all numbers relating to pills because your trying to get off of them. Just a suggestion.
Briar
I don't know your situation but if your going through dealers I assume your buying them off the street? Just a suggestion but maybe if you told them that you've had enough and are working on you and trying to beat this thing, they'd leave you alone? Maybe tell them that you've gotten rid of all numbers relating to pills because your trying to get off of them. Just a suggestion.
Briar
Jolene, burn those bridges if you can, the last thing you need is them calling you up. When I decided to quit I called my contacts and told them not to call me, Im not taking that crap anymore, and no one ever called to tempt me.
JohnDee
JohnDee
dump the dealers Fly. Bob used to say you can't use anything if its not in arms reach, and that is so true.
Redd
Redd
fly,
this is the first of many many tests you might face and you have done well with this one.... do any thing and everything you can at this stage to keep your mind occupied and busy ... you are doing great and I am proud of you.... you can do this I know you can....
soon you will be able to if you havent already to tell those people that are detrimental to your recovery to not call and you will be stronger and better able to distance yourself from them... until then... just do whatever you have to ... just dont use....
God bless
Teresa
this is the first of many many tests you might face and you have done well with this one.... do any thing and everything you can at this stage to keep your mind occupied and busy ... you are doing great and I am proud of you.... you can do this I know you can....
soon you will be able to if you havent already to tell those people that are detrimental to your recovery to not call and you will be stronger and better able to distance yourself from them... until then... just do whatever you have to ... just dont use....
God bless
Teresa
hey butterfly, I know what your feeling just do whats right it will be better tomorrow pray God will help ya love ya hang in there terri
Butterfly,
Tell a dealer you are involved with the police who are talking to you - that usually scares them especially from calling you so noone gets there number. Don't think it will be a bad day you have all these recovering people loving and praying for good things to happen for you - I'll bet your dealers don't do that!
JD
Tell a dealer you are involved with the police who are talking to you - that usually scares them especially from calling you so noone gets there number. Don't think it will be a bad day you have all these recovering people loving and praying for good things to happen for you - I'll bet your dealers don't do that!
JD
Butterfly was my Mom's nickname who had M.S. for 45 years and in a wheelchair for 25, I used to take care of her and she was the reason I got sober for 17 years. But when she died I went back to using and now I am finally stopping - can't life be scarey I will say I big prayer to her to watch out for you. Everytime I see a post from you with a butterfly I feel stronger in my will to get better.
You did not know how much you were helping me.
JD
You did not know how much you were helping me.
JD
Thank you, thats sweet although i feel anything but strength. only 6 days. it's sweet you draw strength when seeing the butterfly! how many days do you have? Jolene
Butterfly,
Tell your dealer, you have a deal for him. Tell him if he doesnt leave you alone, you are going to have someone in a uniform come and talk to him. Stay away, you are doing too good to have him screw it up for you now. Good Luck.
Kathy
Tell your dealer, you have a deal for him. Tell him if he doesnt leave you alone, you are going to have someone in a uniform come and talk to him. Stay away, you are doing too good to have him screw it up for you now. Good Luck.
Kathy
Change your phone number, Butterfly, so he doesn't contact you again.
God bless!
Susan
God bless!
Susan
