Dealing With Been Not Wanted

how to understand,going from one add to another
my partner has stop d,but now has got add,to the computer,i feel like i not need or wanted ihave stood by through quite a bit i just need to feel love by him.
Not sure if you ever will understand, it is complicated. You haven't said much but maybe you need to try and love yourself more instead rather than looking outside of yourself for it in a place where it isn't happening right now.