Dear Davey-----go For It

Davey, answered yiour post and I so hope you are feeling better.

You did right good telling you would pass on them med's.....I think.

To share....into maybe five, six seven months clean I got that and alot of us did.
Actually when weather changes you'll hear people picked up.....of course it makes sense.........changes in chemical stuff, and feelings associated with seasons, and frankly......I know me and my friend do this........remember when it was pouring rain like this, and we were soooooooo sick, and we had to go all the way over such and such, and my windshield wipers didn't work??????

We do that.....I think all of us........back to copping and the weather.........and out of respect for one hella girlie on here Ms. Tres.....yes she did get out of her car and manually every so many feet wipe the windshield with a blankie or something...........Pfffffff.........oh the madness of it.

O.K. so I can tell you that no joke, and I can actually tell you this helps.

AMINO ACIDS--------------L-Lysine rocks.

OMEGA-3--------------------See alll these kids with OCD, and SAD, and B-to the-P
They are finally now giving them------hold yourself.....
Omega-3 fish oil

Try it, and with magnesium...........if it tamed the very wild beast in this lady over here.....I would not mention it otherwise.....I sing it's praises.

That Paxil.............heroin did less damage to me.........I absolutely mean that.
I had anxiety from a car accident.....only getting back in the car would make me go into a panic...........so, sure it made sense to give me pills with no side effects and guaranteed according to my Doc...........NON HABIT FORMING

Kick Paxil, and get zapped like an electric shock while you least expect it.
Fight people in supermarkets for bumping into you....some people think those drugs push your anger/fears and all that neuro firing transmitting stuff way DOWN, and when you go off it.......the anger you NEVER expressed and the tears you never cried..........spill OUT all over at inapropriate times, and you go ape poopie.......again just me.....and lots of other people.

The amino acids......ONE called L-phenalalynine it freaked me some out....so any straight on ones that say MOOD ENHANCING........I don't take.

Google and stuff, and you will see and then ask people, and all that.
You will feel better I think.
Oh, and B Complex
Definately
Bryn..dearest..thanks for all the good info ..which i will be checking out.As i said on a recent post i had a long think&realised the pills aint gonna do me any good there just a temp.stop gap...so out went the script..ive gotta get thru the days when the black dog calls myself&maybe with a bit of help from you lot again thanks....Davey
You're my guy, Davey.....in America that means like a buddy.

I'm really proud of you, davey.....you showed good judgement.

Anytime, pal because you've helped me as well. Thank YOU, Sir.
Hang tough Davey. You've got the stuff. That's obvious. You're missed around here. Stay in touck.

Beck
Bryn

What would I call you- - my gal pal- -
Sounds too Madonna, people magazine-> phor- gettaboudit-

I think >Bryn ,my philly phriend( notice the ph,s I thru in there)works

love& peace& granola
jack
Awww, Jack ya know you got to call me your biotch.

Oh, wait. Your shorty.

Or how about calling me mommi my dear Popi. LOL Street talk.

Gentleman friend means a boyfriend who is OLD. LOL How's about Broad?

Too funny. We're old.

Oh, Jack call me your Bingo partner. That's where we're at.
Nice one for the support all...especially yerself Bryn..one tough clued in lady...Tres is lucky&visa versa.No meds apart from the usual dose of meth&a lil spliff with my coffee ...so compared to last week im coasting.Cinema later with the nipper ...chance for a kip..if theres not too many ritalin full lunatics racing bout.All have a good weekend...take care ....Davey
Hey Davey, you made it to an internet cafe again...miss you now you are not able to post very much

glad to read that you didnt take the doctors advice and decided to stay off the medication..a good decision for you at the moment i think,

hope that you are coping ok and enjoy the cinema tonight..what u two going to see? (sure it will be thrilling...what with sian being a kid ha ha!!)
Mommi & Poppy

Man ,I still hear that fron every street Puerto Rican up here- -funny***

No offense of course to any Puerto Ricans-

with love
one old ny/ny Guinni
jack
Hello ..Sash hope you&yer man are doin good ..its always nice to read your replies.Dont know what movie is on the agenda today ...but Sash i am an absolute conniseur of childrens movies over the last 3 or so yrs.Disney ..Pixar&Dreamworks have don me some favours..Monsters inc...Robots.the Shreks ..you name it..im salivating as i type.Doin good today ...so cant ask much more..really.ALL the best as ever....Davey
hey Davey me and boyfriend not doing well at all at the moment, a lot of crap has been going on, he basically hasn't been straight with me, has been using lots, when he was supposed to be clean, ended up with last week him relasping hard, have seen a lot of stuff....him with black and blue arms covered in red marks and shot marks, swollen hands, blood on our bathroom floor etc etc

He has apparently been clean since saturday so a week, not sure i believe this but he has definelty been going through w/d's which hasnt been much fun for either of us, he won't get up for work in the morning, can't get up and basically being a bit of a grumpy b******, doesnt want to talk or be touched in any way at all.

this morning, after another morning when he woudlnt get up for work i ended up getting mad switching on all the lights and putting on the TV loud to which he ended up throwing the tv to stop it....luckily only onto the bed so nothing hurt but still not seen this maddness in him b4 he was sorry after but i went out to see a friend.

he is now at work and not sure how i am feeling, we need to talk that is for sure, going to see another friend in a bit, trying to look after me rahter than focusing on him all the time.

have fun at the cinema and take care x
Sash..in all honesty i really feel for ya with the stuff yer b/f is putting ya thru given..the amount of support&real concern and back up..throught his drug takin antics..youve given him.Stay tough..we addicts can be a selfish,blinkered lot ..but hopefully he will see his mistakes..we do chalk down each f*** up mentally in that closet somewhere..to reach out and freak us back into sanity&sobriety..hopefully.Thinking of you...take care Sash......Davey