Hey Girl,
Yeah, my cell died again - needs a good charging. Anyhow, sweetie, it was great talking to you!!!! So now you know the who nine yards!!! Pain in the butt, aint it?
Di, I'm so happy for you and so very proud of you. I know you hate the "tired" feeling it seems like forever - but this too shall pass! (Now, where did I here that before?lol) Just keep up the good work, girlfriend!!!!
Love you and will talk to you again real soon. I need a good laugh!!! I'm so glad that you started posting again - I loved the other post that you made - really awesome. Well, I'm gonna try to get some shut eye!! Goodight and God bless.
Love,
Marie
xoxoxo
Ellen,,Hows Your Melon Smellin>>>> LOL
Dear Marie,,,,
Hey Kiddo,,,so so nice talking to you tonight..I did e-mail you right after we were cut off..
Listen Marie,,,You were Thee #1 person that was here for me when I first came to this board...and I will Never forget you for that..
I have Always Admired your honesty, even in the face of adversity...Refreshing I think...
We have all been lied to in many ways, people,politics, religions, family, relationships. etc. and of course the best lie was Our Addictions, constantly telling us that we were not worthy, not good enough, that we could not make it without our drug of choice.
I was convinced ( mostly by my Drugs) that I needed No one, that I could trust no one, and that no one really cared.,and the Isolation from almost everyone had brought me to my knees with Unbearable Mental Anguish...
You had opened your heart to me and that was a start . You Loved me Until I could Love Myself..and then there were others that followed, and that inspired me even more to have some faith in myself and free myself from the bondage of Self...
I thank You From the bottom of my Heart.
and all of the other people here, esp. John, Yspearing, Ramon, (well the list goes on and on...
This is Truely the Most Honest, Caring and Understanding Board .
And You have all helped to make it that way..
Thank You.
Im taking my tired butt to bed, Tomorrow is day 41 and although I am tired. I will continue to TRUDGE the Road to a Happy Destiny.(to walk with a purpose)...
No body ever said it was gonna be easy, but I know it will get better and I do Finally have Hope...
Thank You..
Love You All
Dianna Banana
Dear Marie,,,,
Hey Kiddo,,,so so nice talking to you tonight..I did e-mail you right after we were cut off..
Listen Marie,,,You were Thee #1 person that was here for me when I first came to this board...and I will Never forget you for that..
I have Always Admired your honesty, even in the face of adversity...Refreshing I think...
We have all been lied to in many ways, people,politics, religions, family, relationships. etc. and of course the best lie was Our Addictions, constantly telling us that we were not worthy, not good enough, that we could not make it without our drug of choice.
I was convinced ( mostly by my Drugs) that I needed No one, that I could trust no one, and that no one really cared.,and the Isolation from almost everyone had brought me to my knees with Unbearable Mental Anguish...
You had opened your heart to me and that was a start . You Loved me Until I could Love Myself..and then there were others that followed, and that inspired me even more to have some faith in myself and free myself from the bondage of Self...
I thank You From the bottom of my Heart.
and all of the other people here, esp. John, Yspearing, Ramon, (well the list goes on and on...
This is Truely the Most Honest, Caring and Understanding Board .
And You have all helped to make it that way..
Thank You.
Im taking my tired butt to bed, Tomorrow is day 41 and although I am tired. I will continue to TRUDGE the Road to a Happy Destiny.(to walk with a purpose)...
No body ever said it was gonna be easy, but I know it will get better and I do Finally have Hope...
Thank You..
Love You All
Dianna Banana
Hey there, girlie,
I was just re-reading your post and wanted to say this.
Although I may have played a role in your getting clean (which, may I add, I feel honored that you feel that way), YOU did this for YOU.l You are the one that finally said enough is enough!! I know you have ALOT of other things going on and I know that it has been tough but YOU did it!! That is why I am so very, very proud of you and honored to be your friend. Through all of this, you even managed to make me laugh, which felt great. I think I will hire you as my new "therapist" lol - well, ya know what they say about laughter - its the best mediciine.
You stay strong, Di. You'll see how things will get better and better with each passing day. I will always be here for you, no matter what. Although, now, it seems as the tables are turned and I'm the one needing YOUR help. So, there's no turning back, kiddo. I'm the one needing you now and I know I can count on you. I feel blessed that God has given me such a good friend with a heart of gold. Thank you for being you.
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I'll be calling you later. Stay strong, and keep taking all your vitamins, young lady!!LOL
Love ya,
Marie
xoxoxox
I was just re-reading your post and wanted to say this.
Although I may have played a role in your getting clean (which, may I add, I feel honored that you feel that way), YOU did this for YOU.l You are the one that finally said enough is enough!! I know you have ALOT of other things going on and I know that it has been tough but YOU did it!! That is why I am so very, very proud of you and honored to be your friend. Through all of this, you even managed to make me laugh, which felt great. I think I will hire you as my new "therapist" lol - well, ya know what they say about laughter - its the best mediciine.
You stay strong, Di. You'll see how things will get better and better with each passing day. I will always be here for you, no matter what. Although, now, it seems as the tables are turned and I'm the one needing YOUR help. So, there's no turning back, kiddo. I'm the one needing you now and I know I can count on you. I feel blessed that God has given me such a good friend with a heart of gold. Thank you for being you.
.
I'll be calling you later. Stay strong, and keep taking all your vitamins, young lady!!LOL
Love ya,
Marie
xoxoxox
sorry for butting in but wow what a beautiful thing to read from both of you, how heartwarming to read and i am deeply moved and touched. marie i now you have alot going on and you are being very tried right now. my prayers have been with you. DI i havent been all that caught up on the board so i havent read too much about your situation but it sure sounds like you are doing something right. i am so glad you have each other. count me in in/when and where i can help. both of you keep on keeping on. dont ever give up. thank you for showing me that yet again good people truly do exhist.
terrianne
terrianne
Awww, Teri, you are so sweet. Hey, girlie, I definately count you as one of those "good people". You have helped so many. Even tho I havent been postign much, I try to read every day and you always have a kind word for everyone. I'm glad that I can count on you to be here for me. Thanks so much for that.
Love ya,
Marie
xoxoxox
Love ya,
Marie
xoxoxox
Jesus Marie,
You almost made me cry over here...How can I Thank You???Wow..Im still in awe...Chills and even a warm fuzzy feeling...I mean really really Thank You..
and Ter, your in like Flynn..Can NEVER have enough Good People in Your Life..Seems lately they are few and far between..
Listen,,I consider you all a blessing,and one that I finally feel Worthy of..
Like they say..": There are No Coinsidenses, It's just Gods way of working Anonamously(sp)?
Marie, I will Always be here for you...and you too Ter, even thought I don't know you, your words alone make me want to know you...
Marie,,really you have Helped Me..I knew I could Trust You because of Your Honesty..and at that time I had No One I could Trust .and Again, Your willingness to spill your guts despite what others have said here, well to me that showed you got Gumption,,well can I say Balls????Brass even..You go girl..that will get you through..and No one or Nothing can take that from you.
You have Genuinely touched My Heart and My (recently returned) Soul..
Your a Treasure...and I am so so Lucky to Have You..
Love Ya.
Dianna
You have Definetly lifted my spirits and renewed my faith in (well some people) LOL Love Ya.
You almost made me cry over here...How can I Thank You???Wow..Im still in awe...Chills and even a warm fuzzy feeling...I mean really really Thank You..
and Ter, your in like Flynn..Can NEVER have enough Good People in Your Life..Seems lately they are few and far between..
Listen,,I consider you all a blessing,and one that I finally feel Worthy of..
Like they say..": There are No Coinsidenses, It's just Gods way of working Anonamously(sp)?
Marie, I will Always be here for you...and you too Ter, even thought I don't know you, your words alone make me want to know you...
Marie,,really you have Helped Me..I knew I could Trust You because of Your Honesty..and at that time I had No One I could Trust .and Again, Your willingness to spill your guts despite what others have said here, well to me that showed you got Gumption,,well can I say Balls????Brass even..You go girl..that will get you through..and No one or Nothing can take that from you.
You have Genuinely touched My Heart and My (recently returned) Soul..
Your a Treasure...and I am so so Lucky to Have You..
Love Ya.
Dianna
You have Definetly lifted my spirits and renewed my faith in (well some people) LOL Love Ya.
