I cant seem to completely devote myself to not drinking. I can try my danmdest to devote myself to controlling it but that doesnt seem to work all the time. Sometimes, but not all. I kinda have this mental block, that tells me I cant stop drinkingand that its ok to have a couple. I dont know maybe it is? I dont know anymore, whats right or wrong for me.
mupmup, is that you ?
Hi Bob! Yes, it's me! I have been kinda ignoring this site the last little while....sorry! I am just having a hard time with step one....admitting that i am powerless over alcohol.
