and what you posted about the pill usage did not go unnoticed...
i know for you to post here that you really need some love, support and encouragment..............
you have been through alot of changes and it is painful and a big change to go through a sepration............
so i know how crazy you are and funny.............
and thats what i love about you.
but Eric..............you are so missed, and welcome back!!...............
i want you to please start posting about the things in your life........
if you want, alot of times we use to numb ourselves.........
for the pain of life.
so Eric.............

you know that this is the place to come to help get out of the madness of addiction................
we all have ways to help ourselves get out of a dark moment and sometimes for me its to come here and post....
so i just wanted you to know that i am saying a prayer for you my dear freind.
thumper