Cow girl and none 4 me, whos Mitzi? i thought this was supposed to be annoyomous?
You are so right..being annoynmous is very important but so is being honest. Honesty is the key to recovery. Being honest with yourself and others will get you alot further than the fantasy that you have created. I've been there... had a world that suited me to a T. Trouble was, it wasn't real and I was going to die if I didn't get a clue.
How's your twins?
How's your twins?
Cowgirl, thats not your real name, so what r u trying to say?, everthing was going good , and then you felt cmpleled to try to rurin it for me?, why?? how am i being dishonest, i have given so much support to all & people have givin me wounderful support as well and i dont understand how hurting me helps you? this is supposed to be annoymous? ...
p.s. my twins are doing great thanks..
p.s. my twins are doing great thanks..
Hey Jasmine,
You've been doing great. Don't let anybody bother you. You don't have to answer to anybody. Just keep going forward with your sobriety and don't allow anybody to get in your way.
Love,
Liz
You've been doing great. Don't let anybody bother you. You don't have to answer to anybody. Just keep going forward with your sobriety and don't allow anybody to get in your way.
Love,
Liz
You're right, my real name is Lisa. I'm sorry if you think I'm trying to hurt you. I'm not, I just wanted to get real. You have helped others here and I can tell that people have come to like you. I'm really glad. But keep it honest, Mitzi. This will be the second time you have broken your tail bone.. come on. I see it as you are reaching for help and attention. Something we all need. But there is a way to do it without living in a fantasy and not telling the truth. Being an addict and dealing with that is hard enough without having to make up stuff. I remember when I first came to this board you were one of the first people to respond to me and you were my life line at that point. We all need to keep it real.
Glad your kids are doing well, how old are they now?
Cowgirl
Glad your kids are doing well, how old are they now?
Cowgirl
I wont, but i just dont get people and why they do what they do? well u take care sweetie and take care... JASMINE!
Jasmine,
Don't sweat it. When I first came to the board I was being called Paul. People just think they have everything figured out. They think they can see through the computer screen and see who is on the other side. Why they have a need to say anything at all about who is who is beyond me. We all need to focus on our "own" recovery. Not worry so much about who is who. This board has been so calm the last several days. Don't need the drama here again. Everybody, have a nice day.
Love,
Liz
Don't sweat it. When I first came to the board I was being called Paul. People just think they have everything figured out. They think they can see through the computer screen and see who is on the other side. Why they have a need to say anything at all about who is who is beyond me. We all need to focus on our "own" recovery. Not worry so much about who is who. This board has been so calm the last several days. Don't need the drama here again. Everybody, have a nice day.
Love,
Liz
Whatever..so anyway, keep it real Mitzi. I need you to be here and I hope that I can help you the way you helped me.
Love
Cowgirl
Love
Cowgirl
Cow girl, look i really did fall and hurt myself and i am NOT on pain pills & when i was for my teeth i admitted it, and i remember talking with you and caring about you, but at that time i was still using and not being honest , but i am clean now and yes i did really fracture my bottom, look why did you need to bring out my name?, i was so happy and it made me feel so great to make such great friends, and i hope that this does not change anything....
i am a completly diffrent person now, have you noticed , i have, i have not had any drama, and when there was i tryed to stop it and focus on what is really the purpose of the board, that is why i changed my name, so i could start fresh and new and no drama, wow, why? there was no need for you toreveal my name, noone really goes by there real name?? i reached out to u when u were in need and many others in recovery i just wanted a fresh start and i hope to god things dont change.. thats all, take care,
i am a completly diffrent person now, have you noticed , i have, i have not had any drama, and when there was i tryed to stop it and focus on what is really the purpose of the board, that is why i changed my name, so i could start fresh and new and no drama, wow, why? there was no need for you toreveal my name, noone really goes by there real name?? i reached out to u when u were in need and many others in recovery i just wanted a fresh start and i hope to god things dont change.. thats all, take care,
wow, just didn't take you long to start did it?If somebody ask not to be called by a certain name, why do you feel it's your right to call them by that name?
I have a question for everybody. Say you were recovering from using pain pills. Then your doctor told you that you need to take it because of an illness and you can't handle the pain. You take it the right way, But the pain pills are still the same thing. Whether you abuse them or not, right? So, you can still be in a fog? Am I right? All the addictive behaviors, therefore, will also come alive again? If this is true, then I can understand somebody certain behaviors a little better.
Love,
Liz
I have a question for everybody. Say you were recovering from using pain pills. Then your doctor told you that you need to take it because of an illness and you can't handle the pain. You take it the right way, But the pain pills are still the same thing. Whether you abuse them or not, right? So, you can still be in a fog? Am I right? All the addictive behaviors, therefore, will also come alive again? If this is true, then I can understand somebody certain behaviors a little better.
Love,
Liz
alos, please do not address me as mitzy, but as Jasmine, fellow addict, thanks all..., as jasmine is really my real name.., not Mitzy
Cowgirl didn't put it out there someone else did.......
i sure hope these goofy arguments don't start up again. please don't fuss!!!
thanks
johnny
thanks
johnny
Mistyeyes, are you upset with me or something?? who put my name out there?? i would like to know and why??
Pay attention.......others have been calling you by that name in different posts and at other times including your post about hurting your tail bone.
So, how's the weather?
i just went back and read it wasn't cowgirl who started this just read back. tina was right. by the way hello again tina
johnny
johnny
what other posts, and ENOUGH!, this is stuped and i wasnt to forget about this, and u didnt answer my question are u mad at me or something, u sounded as if u were , thats all, jasmine..
I completey agree with Cowgirl. Jasmine it seems like you are just looking for an easy excuse to use pills again. I have kept up with alot of your posts, you had no money, your mom didn't want anything to do with you, you had no food, couldnt even drive to your moms cause you dont have the money for gas......
We all helped and supported you and now it seems like you are just bored with you life, your not working, so you are gonna go back on drugs to escape reality again... Like cowgirl said a fastasy..
Why don't you get a job, keep busy and you won't thing about the pills or reasons to use them.. IF you fell on a step, it seems rather impossible to break your tailbone. Even IF you did does that mean you start using pills??? That won't justify anything. You'll just be another addict who relapsed again.. Do you want that.
See, cowgirl is strong and clean cause she is real! I recommend you follow that. Cause soon again your be posting like mad again, begging for everyones help how to get off drugs again.
Just so you know and like I said, my back is fractured, i have severe osterarthritis, compresses vertibrates in my neck and i require surgery, but I didn't go back on the pills... I did quit hockey and working out for the time being but I'm not on pills and that's the most important thing to me!
I hope you dont take pills again but it depends how mentally tough you are.
We all helped and supported you and now it seems like you are just bored with you life, your not working, so you are gonna go back on drugs to escape reality again... Like cowgirl said a fastasy..
Why don't you get a job, keep busy and you won't thing about the pills or reasons to use them.. IF you fell on a step, it seems rather impossible to break your tailbone. Even IF you did does that mean you start using pills??? That won't justify anything. You'll just be another addict who relapsed again.. Do you want that.
See, cowgirl is strong and clean cause she is real! I recommend you follow that. Cause soon again your be posting like mad again, begging for everyones help how to get off drugs again.
Just so you know and like I said, my back is fractured, i have severe osterarthritis, compresses vertibrates in my neck and i require surgery, but I didn't go back on the pills... I did quit hockey and working out for the time being but I'm not on pills and that's the most important thing to me!
I hope you dont take pills again but it depends how mentally tough you are.
Kat it is cold.....real cold and windy......Hope you have a great time tonight hosting your party.....100 people......good luck you can do it.
Take care,
Tina
PS....Try not to hide in the closet.....lol
Hey to you atoz.....he is home will post after he showers!
Take care,
Tina
PS....Try not to hide in the closet.....lol
Hey to you atoz.....he is home will post after he showers!
